介绍自己
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Perhaps power is letting go of the grips of the past and standing empty handed in the future. It all come down to the last person i think of at night. That’s my heart is. The people that are quick to walk away are the one who never intended to stay. All we have to decide is what to do with the time that given us. And then we decided to distance between us define our love. And once my bestfri said “my standard is not to ask anyone to stay , If they want to leave , let them . Even we broken but im still support u behind ur back if u success one day. Maybe in the future we cross each other path and grow a little more so we can be tgt again , im hopefully. Anyway im more me now like im matured. I love myself more than before. I can say im better. I know my value. Im stronger. I did everything for myself and for u. So friendly reminder: Dont give all your love to only one person because u should love urself first before others , if u won’t, u will hurt in the end.
我有一头牛
In my entire life, I’ve never experienced having a huge crush on someone but ever since I met him, I feel like his whole existence taught me the taste of first love because I’ve never been in a relationship once before ( isn’t it odd or an embarrassment, I don’t know but it’s true ) He is the man like the real man who is wholly a gentleman, kind, well-educated and respectful to everyone especially women which I fall for him even more. But the thing is I myself am not confident enough to talk to him like this is just me who is very shy and having the fear being judged from him hahaha since I’m so insecure and the thought of “everything will never work out for you” is always there in my head. And I, too, feel like he’s also feeling the same way as well ( no clue whether or not it’s real hahaha ) because I caught him glancing at me very often ( oops I forgot to mention that we’ve been studying in the same class ). Whenever I say something or respond to the class, he paid well attention to me and his eyes were soft making me feel like he wanted to hear me speaking more. He said that I’m so cute in a low tone and even wrote somewhere on a note but I heard and saw it. And when we got close at some points, he gently smiled like a gentleman he is and also laughed at my sudden jokes. He usually imitated what I did and that was so lovable of him. But does he really feel the same way that I do ? I hate myself for not being confident enough to go and talk to him like everyone does. Whatever the reason is, I’m just wishing the best for him because one day he will meet someone who is better than me and I know we two are not meant for each other. At least, we met.
I believe that living together before marriage is necessary. Living with a non-family member is really difficult. yet, living with family members sucks, too. The next level in every relationship is marriage, where people hope to stay together for the rest of their life. I highly recommend living together before getting married. Some of y’all gonna judge me for this but my boyfriend and I are living together for almost a year now but we have been dating for almost 6 years. I have told myself that I would never get married unless we had been living together for 3 years at least. Loving someone and living with someone are two different things. You are two mature adults with habits and lifestyles of your own, its easy to say you know each other very well just dating. As we all know that in Asian households that couples or even fiancé are not living together. I don't know maybe I'm just too modern, I find this ridiculous. Why would you marry someone who you've never lived with? Sure you might think you know their habits but do you really? Now I'm sure someone will argue that many couples moved from their parent's home straight to their new home as a married person. And that these couples usually ended up staying together. But we also have to acknowledge that divorce was not as accepted as it is today. I know that we have “ culture “ but do you really want a surprise? That surprise will result in either "I like it" or "I hate it". You are betting on "I like it", but it's 50/50, so it could also be, "I hate it", which could make you miserable for the rest of your life or this marriage level may not be so permanent. And you know what would happens when you’re divorced? You’re being blamed and pressured from the culture especially when you’re a female. Most of our parents disapproved it because of “ s€x “ but if some of us gotten to know more about S€x Education, it would be just fine. some of us are sensitive about that topic, I know.
Lately, I realize that we all have done ignoring the “bad stuff” in the person who shattered our hearts in pieces again and again because we loved them and at the same time, we all are ignoring the sweetest people in our life to keep that person. To that sweetest person, you know what I’m regretting doing? I regret that I ignored you. Yet deep inside, I wish that I met you first. Imagine how good it would be? I sound selfish, I know but it could have been You and I. Not everyone will have a happy ending, sometimes it ended just like those Hong Kong movies. WE ALL DIED IN THE END.
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Dear Mr Saitama , Yess you have Saitama as your pf , so I call you “Mr Saitama” , hope u don’t mind it . I’m here to say that i like you alot , You have no idea how badly i wanna get to know you and talk to you , idk if you’re shy or don’t want to talk to me at all , so I’m kinda scared of texting u first …
Anyone know how to get over it ? From a man who’s almost achieves his dream and now he’s nothing left to lose.
It has been 2 years and 6 months since we broke up, but I still miss those days That, hours of chatting, Fighting over little things , Late night talks , Sharing secrets , Weird dreams , Being possessive , Attitudes , Waiting for your texts, Watching our pics and texts over and over , Smiling for no reason , Trusting you blindly , Your hugs and kisses , Your innocent wishes… And now it's just having Blank inbox , Hours of loneliness , Unshared emotions , Late night thinking, Heartbreaking secrets ,Shattered dreams, Deleted memories ,Broken trust, Devious heartaches I don’t know why I Am still waiting for you , still hope someday we will meet each other again .