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Just all confused

If someone acts like they don't wanna talk to you and stop reaching out to you, it just simply means they want nothing to do with you anymore, right? It's just that clear and obvious, I don't even know what else I need in order to acknowledge it. At this point, I don't even wanna try to catch up or stay in touch because it's way too late. I just find it weird how we suddenly become strangers even though we didn't argue or anything. It's just that I have never been in this situation before. I used to think it would be better to end all contacts with you because I got my feelings mixed up. "Why do I feel upset and jealous if I don't even like you that way? Maybe friends get jealous too if they feel like they're being replaced?" Those kind of stuffs. Now that we don't contact each other, I no longer know what's going on between you and that person so I don't have to feel that type of upset anymore. But, I start to feel upset at how you're so fine with our situation while I'm not. I'm confused and I don't even know how I want the situation to unfold.

ស្រលាញ់គឺលះបង់ទោះដឹងថាឈឺ

រឿងខ្លះក៏បានដឹងទៅហើយថាចុងបញ្ចប់ទៅជាយ៉ាងណា បន្តទៅមុខមិនរួចមានតែបញ្ចប់ បើអ្នកមិនអាចផ្តល់ក្តីសុខអោយគេបានទេ ក៏ដោះលែងគេអោយទៅផ្លូវគេចុះបើវាមិនមែនជារបស់យើងទោះខំប៉ុនណាក៏នៅតែមិនមែន

2025-08-14

"best thing"

I dont know how it started and why it turn out this way. I wanna keep you at any cost even as the closest friend but it seems like I could never be enough for anyone. I dont want you to call me "best friend" since the last time someone called me best and all they do is ghosted me and I dont think u want me to be ur best friend too. I dont even have a chance to ask what is going wrong since I respect their space but you know deep down inside I wonder about all those memories, all the hardest times I have faced and shared with you, is it real. I dont know but I feel ache every time ppl say I was the best thing that happened to them, did they really mean it or just bc I was there for them whenever they needed me. I miss every game we used to play, meme we used to share, chessboard when u ask me to play chess. I could not listen to our fav song anymore, could not open up to anyone anymore. I wonder is it for character development since I never dare to go out of my comfort zone,u know how hard it is to go out and make a new friend at this age. no one pay attention when i say words only you pay those small things. can we just go back to those old times?

At least we met.

meeting you was very unexpected. it was very amazing. we started off very well, days passed. i enjoyed talking to you very much. our vibes, our life, we clicked very well. at that very moment, i felt happiness once again. you did nothing special, yet i find happiness coming w/o realizing. you was the reason i get better. i dont wish that we could talk again, but if you're unhappy, then i hope i could carry those sadness with you or maybe, for you. "how are you?" - you asked i'm not doing that well, i said. what would you do if you knew i didnt do well because i was missing you? writing a book has never came into my thought. but when i remember your name, i wanted to write about our stories, about us. meeting again at the right time doesnt sound like a guaranteed promise isn't it? well, let's meet again next life time. i will always wish for your happiness even w/o me, little girl.

Dear S_Tep

It’s already a month since we apart. May I ask have you ever regretted about your decision that you make? I’m still think what if we still continue our status, how good or bad it is? I know our time together was short, but it is deep to me.

2 years without You

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ស្ដាយក្រោយ

កាលពី2ឆ្នាំមុនខ្ញុំបានបែកគ្នាជាមួយសង្សារចាស់ខ្ញុំគឺដោយសារតែមូលហេតុថាចង់ឈ្នះរៀងខ្លួនម្នាក់ៗសុទ្ធតែខ្លាំងរៀងខ្លួនហើយពួកយើងបានប្រើពាក្យសំដីខ្លាំងៗដាក់គ្នាទៅវិញទៅមករហូតដល់គាត់សុំខ្ញុំបែកបន្ទាប់ពីពួកយើងបែកគ្នាតាំងពីថ្ងៃនោះរហូតមកដល់ពេលនេះខ្ញុំនៅតែស្រលាញ់គាត់ដូចថ្ងៃដែលខ្ញុំបានស្គាល់គាត់ដំបូងហើយខ្ញុំមានអារម្មណ៍ថាស្ដាយក្រោយហើយបើសិនជាខ្ញុំចិត្តត្រជាក់នៅថ្ងៃនោះខ្ញុំនឹងមិនបាត់បង់គាត់ទេ

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