Ignoring is suck
If ignore me make you happy then do it๐ I just hope that youโre happy even without me. I will stand behind you no matter what.
Having feelings on my friend... this should not be happening!
If ignore me make you happy then do it๐ I just hope that youโre happy even without me. I will stand behind you no matter what.
แแแแปแแแทแแแทแแแแแแแธแแแแแแแแปแแแถแแแแแถแแแแแแถแแทแแคแแแแถแแ แพแแ แแฝแแแพแแแแแแแแแแแแถแแแแแ แแทแแแทแแแแแแถแแแถแแแทแแแแแแแแแแแแแนแแแแแถแกแพแแแแแฝแแแแแแแ (แแแแ แแแกแแแแถแ) แแแแปแแแถแแขแถแแแแแแแแถแแแแถแแแแแแแแแแแแพแแแแแถแแแแแถแแแธแแแแถ แแทแแแถแแขแถแแแแแแแแถแ แแแแฟแ แ แพแแแแแแแแแแแแถแแขแถแแแแแแแแถแแแแแ แถแแแแแแแแแแแแแแทแแแผแ แแแแแปแแ แแแแปแแแถแแฒแแแแแแแแถแแแแแแแแปแแแถแแฒแแถแแขแแแ แพแ แขแแแธแแแแแแแปแแ แแแแถแแแบแแถแแแแ แทแแแแแปแแแถแแแแธแแถแแแผแ แแแแถแแปแแแแแแปแแแแแแ
I'm not about to keep explaining myself, my feelings, my boundaries, and my actions to somebody who is intent upon misunderstanding or ignoring me when I do. I cannot communicate with somebody who is not open to exchanging. Communication is what you do and how you behave, not just your words. Did you ignore me all day to play video games? Well guess what? This communicates with exquisite clarity that you values video games more than spending time with me. Does you ogle other women? youโre communicating that youโre disloyal. Communication with someone who is committed to misunderstanding you or taking advantage of you, is absolutely useless and youโre better off preserving your energy and moving on. Communication is happening 24 hours a day, whether the you realizes it or not. Everything you say, everything you donโt say, everything you do or donโt do...ALL of it communicates something important. Even the most nuanced micro-expression on our faces are also the forms of communication. Actions speak louder than words.
It's been 6 months since we last hung out and shared our daily life activities together. You always ask me how am I doing so far every time u texted me to see if I was doing alright. My answer giving to you always show the positive image acting like I'm doing alright. But in reality, I wasn't and I tortured myself to not think about u. Did u know that during this period of time, I forced myself to drink every time I thought about u even though I hate getting drunk? Maybe u didn't because we no longer talked to each other the same way we used to. Our conversation became dry and plain. Did you know that sometimes u popped up in my dream? I wish I could forget that in the next morning but u know me so well that I usually remember what I dreamt during the night and especially when you were in it. Did u know that I wanted to hold ur face one last time before we split and walked on our way? No, u didn't because u told me not to have a hard feeling between us and it hurt me so much. Fortunately, in mid-September, I dreamt about you and it was the dream I never forget. I saw YOU, standing in the middle of the crowd. I walked up to you with tears in my eyes. I literally could feel it - the tears and desperation to see u very very much. And I could finally touch ur face one last time with the word 'I miss you and goodbye'. I wish I could forget you but it seems like I can't. Did you know...?
แแถแโแแแโแแแแถแแแแผแโแแแแปแโแแทแแแถโ แแแแปแโแแถแขแแแแแแแแธแฒแแแแแแบโ แแแแแถแแแแแแแปแโแขแแแแแปแแแแแแโ แแแแถแแแปแแแแแแแโ แแแแถแแแแแแถโแขแถแแแแแแโแแนแแแฝแแแถแโ แแแแแถแโแแแแแธแแแแแแแแแแถโ โ แ แแธแแแแแแแแแแ แแแแถแแ แทแแแแแถแแแธแแแแทแแแถแแแแแธแแแโ แแแปแแแแโแขแแแธแแแแแแฝแแแถแโแแบแแถแแแแแถokay แแทแแแถแแแแแแแแธแแแปแแแแถแแแแแถแแแแแแแแแธแฒแแแแแธแแแทแแแถโ แแแธแแแถแขแแแแแแแแธแแถแแแโ แแถแแแแแแแแแแแถแแแถแแแแแธแแแแแแทแ โ แแแแฌแแแแแแแแแถแแแแถโแแแแแแแถแแโแแแแปแโแแแแถแแ? แแถแแแแแแแแแแฒแแแแ แกแแธแแแถแแแแแฝแโ แแแแถแแแฝแแ แแแปแแแแผแแแแธแแแแแทแ โแ แแแแแถแแโแแธแแแแแแแแแแแถโ แแฝแแแแแถแแแแแแแแแแแปแโแแแแแแแนแแแโ แแแแถแแแแแแโแแแแแปแแแแแแโ แแแแแแโแแแแฝแแฏแโ แแทแแขแถแแทแแแแแแแแปแแแแ แแโแแทแแแถแแทแแแนแแแแแผแ แ แทแแแโแแแปแแแแถโแแโ แแแปแแแแโแขแแแธแแแแแนแแแแแถแแแทแแแแโ แแบแแแแถแแขแแแแแแแธแแถแแแแ แ แแธแโ แแถแแแแแแแแแแธแแแธแแแทแแแถแแแแถแโแแแปแแแแถโแแโ แ แ แแธแแแถแแแแแแแแธแโ แแแแแแแนแแแแแถแแแแแโ แแแแแแแแแแถแแแแแแแแถแแโ แแแแแแแ โแแถแแแแโแแธแแแโ แแทแแแนแแแแแแแแแแถแแแแแธโ แแแปแแแแแแนแแแแแแแแแแแธแแแแฝแแแถแแแแแแแแแโ แแแแแแแแธแฒแแแแแแปแแแแแแทแแแถแแแแแโ แแแแถแแแแโแแแแแทแโ แขแถแแทแโแแธแแโ แแแแแถแแแทแแแ แแแแแแปแแแแแแถแแแถแโ แแทแแถแแแถแแฝแแขแแแแแแแธโ แ แแธแโแขแแแธแแแแแนแแแแแแแแแบแแ แแนแแแแธแแแแกแปแแแแแแถแแแแธแโ แแแแฝแ แแถแแแแโแแถแแฝแแขแแแแแแแแโ แ แแธแแแ แแแแขแแแ แทแแแแแธแแแธแแแแแทแแแแแถแแโ แแถแแแแแแแแธแแแแแถแแแแทแแถแแแแแถแแแแถโ แแแธแแ แแแแแแปแโ แแแธแแขแแแแแถแแแขโ แฌแแถแแ แทแแแแแแธแขแแแแแแแแแแแแแแ โ แ แแธแแแผแแแแแถแแแฒแแแแแแแแแโ แแแแปแโแแทแแแแแแแแแโแขแถแแแแแแโแแแแแถแแโแแบแแทแแขแถแ แ แถแแแถแแแแถแแแโแ แแแแถแ แแแแปแแแบแแถแแแปแ แโ แแถแแแแแแแแถแแโ แแแปแแแแโแแแแแแแธแแถแแแถแแแถแแแแขแโ แแแปแแแแโแแแโแแแแถแแถแแแผแแแแแ แแธแโ แแแแแนแแแแแทแแแแขโ แแแแปแ แแแแแแแแถแแแแแธแแแแถแแแถโ แแแแทแแขแถแ move on แแถแแแถแแโ แ แแธแแแ แแแแทแโ แแทแแแฝแ แแนแแแโแแแถแ แปแแแแแแโ แฅแกแผแโแแแแปแโแแโแแทแแแปแแแฝแแแนแแแแแแแโ แ แแธแแแแแแนแแแถโแขแแแโแแทแแแถแแแแแธโแแปแโแแถแแฝแโแขแแแโแแแแธแ แ แแธแแแแแปแโแแโแแแแแนแแแแโแแถแแแธแแทแโแแแแแแถแแฝแโ แแแแแธแแแแปแแฎแแแแทแแถแแแธแแแแแแขแแแแแแแแแปแแแทแแแแแแถแแขแถแแแแแแแขแแแธแแแแแแแ #neath
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We broken up alr but we promised to still support one another when in need (mentally and physically). When I was down and feel like I need support from u the most, u never there. Iโm trying to contact u, ur phone is always busy, I message u, u donโt reply, Iโm desperately waiting u at school, uโre sneakingly left without me knowing and go for drinking with ur โteamโ. Bold of me to assumed that u changed. One of the big reason why I decided to walk away is bโcuz itโs consuming so much of my energy. Iโm tired of being left alone, Iโm tired of being ur second choice, Iโm tired of one side communication, Iโm tired of not being heard and understood, Iโm tired of not feeling validated. I never feel loved, I feel miserable being with u. Whenever I feel like Iโm in confusion with my feelings whether my decision was right or wrong, u always prove me that I should never go back to u, because u always make me feel like shit. Itโs torturing being like this. I donโt hate u and I donโt think I will, but u always disappoint me in every way possible.
Is it wrong to have feelings for your own friend? And is it wrong to still have hope that we might end up together? Is it too pathetic to continue liking him? I can say that we are quite close, and by far, heโs the closest guy friend Iโve ever had. Close in the sense of me sharing with him about my day, my struggles, my happy moments, etc. He was very understanding, kind, and not to mention very smart. He listened to me ranting about my days very well. He also consults me whenever Iโm down. We exchanged many texts. We texted non-stop until the early morning. He made me feel somewhat important and special. We also countdown together on New Yearโs Eve. But, little did I know, he treated other friends (he had a lot of girl friends) the same way tooโฆโฆ I tried to distance myself and cut off my feelings, but no matter how hard I tried, I couldnโt. Even to this day, I still have feelings for him and still hope that Iโm special to him in some way. My pathetic self.