We broken up alr but we promised to still support one another when in need (mentally and physically). When I was down and feel like I need support from u the most, u never there. I’m trying to contact u, ur phone is always busy, I message u, u don’t reply, I’m desperately waiting u at school, u’re sneakingly left without me knowing and go for drinking with ur “team”. Bold of me to assumed that u changed. One of the big reason why I decided to walk away is b’cuz it’s consuming so much of my energy. I’m tired of being left alone, I’m tired of being ur second choice, I’m tired of one side communication, I’m tired of not being heard and understood, I’m tired of not feeling validated. I never feel loved, I feel miserable being with u. Whenever I feel like I’m in confusion with my feelings whether my decision was right or wrong, u always prove me that I should never go back to u, because u always make me feel like shit. It’s torturing being like this. I don’t hate u and I don’t think I will, but u always disappoint me in every way possible.
So how do you describe your current lover who still screenshot their ex's recent photos? what if the feelings are still there or was it just my stupid imagination? lmao, isn't it funny they keep on telling you they love you, but still do things like this? i mean do you really love me or just for fun or just to forget your ex who has a better body, face than me?
កំហុសគេគ្រប់យ៉ាងខ្ញុំបានឡើកលេងអោយព្រោះស្រលាញ់មិនចង់បាត់បង។ តែកំហុសខ្ញុំតូចមួយបានធ្វើអោយគេចាក់ចេញដោយគ្មានកាអាល័យ ខ្ញុំលះបង់អោយគេអស់ហើយចុងក្រោយនៅតែគេជាអ្នកចាកចេញ ចុងក្រោយខ្ញុំគ្មានតំលៃ។ អ្នកទៅសប្បាយហើយ ខ្ញុំវិញទុកសោក ចិត្តនឹកនៅស្រលាញ់គេបានត្រឹមនិយាយពាក្យសុំទោសរួចយកអ្នកថ្មី។ ដើម្បីក្តីសុខសំរាប់មនុស្សខ្ញុំស្រលាញ់បំផុត ទោះបីជាការឈឺចាប់មួយនេះគ្មានថ្ងៃនឹងរលាយបាត់ទេ។
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You're not sorry for hurting someone. You're not sorry for taking advantage of someone else's feeling for you. You're not sorry for making them feel low and pathetic. You're only thinking that you feel sorry because that's the only way to reassure yourself that you weren't actually in the wrong but, in fact, that doesn't actually stop you from repeating it. There's no excuse for you. You never care but it would have at least been better if you didn't care enough to actually care to hurt someone who's currently yearning for you. It's crazy how those who hurts will only continue to hurt, the excruciating pain. When you can't overcome the trauma and agony, you were seen to be weak and that you're the only one allowing yourself to get hurt. That could be true but that doesn't always mean that they aren't trying to break free. When reality has seeped in and escaping is succeeded, "I" will understand how relieved it would be and that's what I set to believe. You are not sorry and I am not seeking for your sympathy on the torment you have caused. Regrets and joys are mixed up in a resulted development but let's all be enlighten by it. With hopes.
U know what? I've just cried silently without a specific reason, sounds redicilous, right? Yeah! But it's too painful. I dunno why I usually cry like that, wanna sit alone in a dark place, can't control own self. I feel I'm so useless, I feel empty, feel so complicated!!! What do I want? who am I? Why am I here?
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Thought I’ve moved on. Thought u have nomo potential over me. Thought I’ve alr got u out of this place of mine which is called “heart”. But looking back at it, I still found myself searching for you everywhere I go, skimming through every picture of u I saved, imagining how we’ll be if we’re still tgt these days…..and that’s when I realized I’ve never step out to anywhere & move on as I’ve once committed at all cuz without u everywhere I go everything I do seems to have a missing hole & got me feeling empty. How we ended up still aches in me up to these days that it got me thinking why does it has to be that way when everything has solution but we decided to end it all up instead of solving it. Still friend. Still viewing each other’s stories.Still stalking.Still wondering what u’re doing, what u’re up to, how’ve u been. U are the reason I opened my heart & also the reason no one will see it again. Admitted it was indeed a bad timing between us back in the day but I still preciate how we tried to stick with it for so long even tho we both kno we won’t make it after all. As for every memories we’ve created, every step we’ve walked through tgt, every problems we’ve faced & solved, every place we went. I’ll save a spot for every of that cuz I dun want to 4get you & every piece of us. Last words for u: If there’s a day u decided to turn back, u’ll always see me here waitin for you cuz I don’t want no other shade of blue but u. #S to #R
Idk if I’m right about this but according to Newton’s Third Law : “For every action, there is an equal and opposite reaction.” So every time i think you , you must have think of me too