Mr. Perfectly fine ( Taylor swift )

Hello mr perfectly fine, how ‘s ur heart after breaking mine •3• This song really talk how I feel about you ~~

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2025-08-14

A letter to the one that got away

You will never see this. I wish I could telepathize what I have always been hiding inside my heart to you right now. It is unbelievable that I lost you just like that. We created a lot beautiful memories together. You were my precious person. You gave me warmth. You gave me courage. You made me feel the luckiest. I was so proud to have you by my side. I was so happy. I still can’t accept the fact that you left me in the middle of the road after a very long way we had walked side by side. You left a heavy mark on me and now I have to put fences around it because I am scare to let someone get close to it. I really hope this footprint will fade away someday. Now, I am wondering. How beautiful and amazing it could have turned out if we were here together right now? I really want to see how strong and wise you could have become. I have always wanted to see the grownup version of you. We could have completed our bucket lists together. We could have had a great journey of adulthood together. Our precious moment could have been much more than this. Yet, at the end of the day, past should be left behind and life should go on. Perhaps, in the parallel universe, we are having the best moment right now. Maybe I will see you again in another life with no regrets like this. I guess, I will see you there. I hope to see you there. - owl

2025-08-14

ហេតុ​អ្វី​ស្ងាត់​មិន​ប្រាប់​មួយ​ម៉ាត់​

ពួក​យើង​បាន​ស្គាល់​គ្នា​រយៈពេល​បី​ខែ​ហើយ​ក៏​ចាប់ផ្ដើម​ជជែក​គ្នា​លេង​ពេល​ដែល​គាត់​មាន​បញ្ហា​អ្វី​គាត់​តែង​តែ​មក​និយាយ​ជាមួយ​ខ្ញុំ​ហើយ​ពួក​យើង​ក៏​បាន​ជួយ​គ្នា​ដោះ​ស្រាយ​បញ្ហា​មិន​យូរ​ប៉ុន្មាន​ពួក​យើង​ក៏​បាន​ក្លាយ​ជា​សង្សារ​និង​គ្នា​តែង​តែ​និយាយ​នឹក​គ្នា​គ្រប់​ពេល​ បន្ទាប់​មក​ពួក​យើង​ក៏​បាន​ជួប​គ្នា​គាត់​ជា​មនុស្ស​ពូកែ​លេង​សើច​ច្រើន​ពេល​នៅ​ក្បែរ​គ្នា​គាត់​តែង​តែ​ធ្វើ​ឲ្យ​ខ្ញុំ​រីករាយ​គាត់​តែង​តែ​លេង​ហ្គីតា​និង​ច្រៀង​អោយ​ខ្ញុំ​ស្តាប់​រហូត​ពេល​នោះ​គាត់​បាន​ធ្វើ​អោយ​ស្គាល់​អារម្មណ៍​រីករាយ​ម្ដង​ទៀត​តែបន្ទាប់​ពីយេីងទាក់ទង​គ្នា​បាន​មួយ​ខែ​ខ្ញុំ​បាន​ដឹង​ថា​គាត់​នៅនឹកសង្សាចាស់​របស់​គាត់​ពេល​នោះ​ខ្ញុំ​មាន​អារម្មណ៍​ភ្ញាក់ផ្អើល​ណាស់​ទាំង​មិន​ដឹង​ថា​គាត់​មាន​គេ​ទេតែគាត់​បាន​និយាយ​ថាគាត់​បាន​បែក​គ្នា​ហើយ​តែ​គាត់​នៅនឹក​គេ​ម្តង​ៗទេគាត់​ក៏​សុំទោស​ខ្ញុំ​សុំឱកាស​ខ្ញុំ​ក៏​បាន​ផ្ដល់​ឱកាស​ឲ្យ​គាត់​ព្រោះ​ខ្ញុំ​គិត​ថា​ប្រហែល​មិន​អីទេគេ​គ្រាន់​តែ​ជា​អតីត​មួយ​សប្ដាហ៍​ក្រោយ​មក​ក៏​មាន​រឿង​នេះ​កេីត​ឡើង​ទៀត​គាត់​បាន​ Mention សង្សារ​ចាស់​របស់​គាត់​ខ្ញុំ​ក៏​បាន​ឃើញ​ហើយ​ខ្ញុំ​ស្ទើរ​តែ​មិន​ជឿ​ថា​វា​កេីត​ឡើង​ទៀត​ពេល​នោះខ្ញុំ​បាន​និយាយ​ថា​អត់​អីទេបេី​បងស្រលាញ់​គេនឹក​គេមក​ទៅរក​គេមក​វិញ​ទៅ​គាត់​បាន​ឆ្លើយ​តប​ថាបង​អត់​ទៅ​វិញ​ទេបងស្រលាញ់​អូន​គ្រាន់​តែ​អារម្មណ៍​បង​ឆ្កួត​មួយ​ពេល​ទេគាត់សុំ​ឧកាស​ជា​លើក​ចុង​ក្រោយ​និង​មិន​អោយ​កេីត​ឡើង​ទៀត​ទេ​ខ្ញុំ​ក៏​បាន​ផ្ដល់​ឱកាស​លើក​ចុង​ក្រោយ​អោយ​គាត់​ម្តង​ទៀត​ស្អែក​ឡើង​ពួក​យើង​ក៏​បាន​ទៅញាំ​អីជា​មួយ​គ្នា​ពេល​នោះ​គាត់​យក​ចិត្ត​ទុក​ដាក់​និង​ខ្ញុំ​លេីស​មុន​ធ្វើ​អោយ​ខ្ញុំ​គិត​ថា​ប្រហែល​វាមិន​អីទេបេី​តែដល់​យប់​ឡើង​ខ្ញុំ​ឆាត​ទៅ​គាត់​ក៏​មិន​តប​ខលទៅក៏មិន​លើក​ខ្ញុំ​មាន​អារម្មណ៍​ចាប់​ផ្តើម​ប្លែក​ចិត្ត​មួយ​ថ្ងៃ​ក្រោយ​មក​ទៀត​ទើប​ខ្ញុំ​ដឹង​ថា​គាត់​បាន​ត្រូវ​គ្នា​ជាមួយ​សង្សារ​ចាស់​គាត់​វិញ​ខ្ញុំ​មិន​ខឹង​គាត់​ទេតែ​គ្រាន់​តែ​មិន​អស់​ចិត្ត​ហេតុ​អ្វី​មិន​បាន​មួយ​ម៉ាត់​សោះ​ស្ងាត់​ឈឹង​

2025-08-14

What am I to you?

I've been trying so hard these few months to win your heart but I feel so tired now. Someday you make me feel like you wanted me and another day u act like I'm nothing to you. Yeah I've changed a lot for you. From a girl who easily get mad to be a calm one because you never give a fu*ck about my feelings. You never care if I'm okay or not. What u said to me always so mean and I used to cry every night about that but still choose to forgive and text to you first in the next morning. You said you don't want to lose me but why I see no efforts at all to me ?. I don't mind to be just friend to you as long as you care about me but you seem not. I will not be able to move on now but I just wanted to remind you that maybe one day I can finally walk away because the patient is always under limited. I tried my best to keep you since the first day until now but if you still act like this sorry maybe I have to lose you to find me. Dear my little star! From me @your bestie 😊

2025-08-14

ហេតុអ្វី?

ហេតុអ្វីបានជាត្រូវសួរសំនួរខ្លួនឯងជាច្រើនបែបនេះ? ហេតុអ្វីព្យាយារកលេសល្អៗសម្រាប់គេធ្វើអី បើគង់តែមានរឿងមកថ្មីទៀត តើនឹងហត់នៅថ្ងៃណាមួយទេ? តើពេលនោះគេនឹងចាប់យើងពេលយើងរបូតដៃទេ? តើមកពីគេមិនយកចិត្តទុកដាក់ រឺ យើងមិនសំខាន់ រឺ មកពីយើងស្រលាញ់ដល់ថ្នាក់ចិត្តចង្អៀតពេក? មិនមែនមកពីខ្យល់ជាអ្នកបក់ស្លឹកឈឺអោយជ្រុះទេ! ដើមឈើទៅវិញទេដែលដល់ពេលអនុញ្ញាតិអោយស្លឹកឈើចាកទៅ។

2025-08-14

Avoiding

I feel like everyone keep avoiding me and I have no idea why would they treat me like that. I keep wondering what did i do wrong? Is there anything i've missed out ? And I really don't know. And you know I now can feel the lyrics" I think I've seen this film before, and didn't like the ending" because yes, I used to be treat like this too and that's what scared me most. And I scared I keep seeing it and it repeat time too time, again and again.

2025-08-14

I don't think I'm winning this life battle anymore!

Normal ppl don't know what it feels like to wake up everyday and wish I'm not alive. I hate waking up, I hate living, I hate being sad everyday. I'm tired of trying, sick of crying. I know I've been smiling, but inside I'm dying. Behind my smile is a hurting heart, behind my laugh I'm falling apart. Look closely at me and you'll see, the girl I am, it isn't me. I hate seeing everything blooming around me while I'm here still withering into nothingness, I feel like I'm already dead so what difference would it make. Sometimes I just wish I was dead, I wouldn't have to wake up everyday with regret. I wouldn't have to hate myself more than I already do. But most importantly I wouldn't have to feel pain anymore. I'm hiding what I'm feeling but I'm tired of holding this inside my head. I'm not feeling anything, I'm completely empty right now, it's making me depressed. When you're depressed you don't control your thoughts, your thoughts control you. I wish some ppl would understand this, especially my parent. Every thought is a battle, every breath is a war, and I don't think I'm winning anymore. I'm sorry for being like this. I'm sorry for being such a failure.

2025-08-14

Green flag but actually it’s red flag

Why I said it is green flag but actually it is a red flag? Yes, we both can see it is as green flag when we both call every night and it’s kinda understanding and sweet at first three months. The day I started talking to you, the chemistry feels so right, and a clicking. My brain started to pumping a serotonin and dopamine. But, I may click the wrong tap, not that you treated me wrong, yet you love me more than yourself. It’s real attachment and attention that you don’t want to untie. It’s red flag because you don’t love yourself enough. You love me too much that you upon your whole happiness on me. You get jealous easily. You wish me to be your shooting star all the time. Yes, I’m not perfect, I made mistake that I ignore you sometime and want my space a lots. You are overthinking what if chat to other guy? While I’m not. It’s unfair that we are happy together, but you are hiding those sad moment in your life alone. I love you and I want to know what’s going on too. It’s so hard for us to leave each other while we both still love each other. I hope this break up taught you to love yourself enough to discover the sun within yourself and shine in kaleidoscope ways, so you don’t need others’ dimly light to guide you. As, you finally can firmly stand on the ground and feel happy again. I’m always grateful that you were part of my life. Thank you for your pure love and understanding. Hope we meet again when you are able to love yourself more. I still love you, and wait for you.

2025-08-14

A bad friend

This is not a story but it is a apology letter to my friend. I am sorry for being a bad friend. I am sorry that for these past days, I’ve been ignoring you. It is not your fault but it is mine. The reason is because I am mad of myself. I am mad because I am such a horrible friend for getting jealous of you. I envy everything about you; however, this envy turns into jealousy. Your studies are going very great, you got a real job and you manage to make lots of friend. While me on the other hand, my studies is going down, I don’t even have a real job and I barely make any friends. You are such a great friend to me. I am very happy seeing you on your way to your success, but I couldn’t help to compare your success with my failure. I sincerely apologize to you my friend. It was wrong of me to get jealous. I won’t ask you for your forgiveness. Please continue on your great journey to success my dear friend.