ខ្ញុំស្អប់អារម្មណ៍Insecure ខ្ញុំខ្លាចខ្លួនឯង ខ្ញុំនៅតែបន្ទប់ជាង3ខែហើយ ខ្ញុំតែងតែមានអារម្មណ៍ថា ខ្ញុំAnxiety ជាមួយខ្លួនឯងនិងអ្នកដទៃផងដែរ..ខ្ញុំចង់ឲ្យដេកលក់ណាស់ ខ្ញុំធុញនឹងការគេងមិនលក់ ឲ្យតែពេលខ្ញុំគេងគឺខ្ញុំតែងតែសុបិន្តរហូត ហើយខ្ញុំចាប់ផ្តើមសុបិន្តរហូតតាំងពីឆ្នាំ2019មកម្លេះ...ខ្ញុំខ្លាចមនុស្សក្រៅ ហើយខ្ញុំមិនមានទំនាក់ទំនងល្អជាមួយអ្នកផ្ទះទេ ព្រោះអ្នកផ្ទះមិនដែលទុកចិត្តខ្ញុំទេ ខ្ញុំ overthink រាល់យប់ ខ្ញំមិនចង់និយាយរកអ្នកណាទេ..ខ្ញុំស្អប់ខ្លួនឯង.. ខ្ញុំចូលចិត្តខឹង ឲ្យតែពេលជួបមនុស្សខាងក្រៅគឺខ្ញុំមានអារម្មណ៍ម៉ួម៉ៅហើយមិនចូលចិត្តនិយាយស្តីដូចមុនទេ.. ឲ្យតែពេលខឹងម្តងៗគឺខ្ញុំតែងតែយំ ពេលខ្លះខ្ញុំself-harmក៏មានដែរ..ខ្ញុំងាយនឹងប្រតិកម្មទៅលើរឿងតូចតាចណាស់..ខ្ញុំតែងតែយំ និងធ្វើបាបខ្លួនឯង...#por
Remember there always pieces of you inside me , always . You the sweetest purest person i ever met you . I'm glad i having you as mine . I just need some space that i can fix everything for us and eps for you . Ask myself a question how can i can take care of you? how to make you feel safe in here ? I still want you . lovely around here without you . I still see your charming smile around me thanks babe take care good care of yourself love you
MY FLAWS. I thought we were supposed to talk about our problems and solve them together. You told me how you don't like me doing shitposting, being shady about you. I stopped. I didn't know it would bother you that much. All those shitposting and shady posts aren't about you, I swear. I know those are not reasons and I was right. It was my attitude. I thought you would talk it out but you didn't, you chose to leave me while I'm still in love with you. I didn't know I have such an attitude to make you lose feelings for me, if so I'm sorry. I was not pressuring you, I never ever or even think about making you love me the way I want. Maybe my actions or how I talk seem like that but I'm not that type of person. I told you I'm an attention seeker. Of course I always try to seek attention from the guy that I love, the guy that I prioritized first, the guy that I would do anything for and it's you but I know what is right and what is wrong. Who knows you got the wrong idea about me. I'm not trying to act like a victim here and I was never one. I'm just trying to tell you about what I wanted to say and how I felt.
So I started high school, and for the first year I felt like a total outsider. But then I met some amazing people who made me happier than I had ever been. We all became super tight in that first year, and I managed to win over one of them to the point where she fell for me. But here's the thing: I'm gay. I didn't want to fake anything, so I had to end it. It was done in two weeks, and both of us were hurt. I know it's not as tragic as some of the other stories out there, and she has definitely moved on by now, but what kills me is that I lost one of my best friends. It was tough because we were part of a big group of friends, so we kept seeing each other throughout the rest of high school. To make it even more complicated, our moms became besties. And every time we saw each other, there was this awkward invisible wall between us. I acted like I didn't care, and she didn't seem to either, but for some reason I just can't let go. Even though I'm gay, I still think I could have been in love with her. In fact, I think I still am. We crossed paths again at a New Year's party. We exchanged a few meaningless words at the start, but even after we got pretty drunk, nothing happened. I keep having dreams about her since then, where we're friends again and we're just hanging out with other people. It's such a warm and comforting feeling. But I know it's something that I won't ever get to experience again for real.
Your story #KJ0010 changed my mind towards the term “ depressed ”. I felt like the you’re grieving and may even blame yourself for what happened. But I want you to know that it’s not your fault. You’re only human. You loved her the best way you knew how. You’re part of the legacy her left behind. The pain that you’re experiencing in her absence speaks volumes of how deeply you cherished her (and still do). And every moment you choose to live fully and love deeply, you bring a beautiful part of her back to life. Good luck on your path❤️ It's strange though, when I used to think of a "depressed" individual I stereotyped everyone into one mass of sad but i changed my mind after I knew the term “smiling depression” in other words is “high-functioning depression”. What I leaned from it is that the one who is always outgoing, most bubbly, smiling face, telling jokes and happy is the one who most likely to struggling with it. Outwardly, they do not seem to have a reason to be sad, they greet people with a smile, and may even be capable of carrying out pleasant conversations. However, on the inside, they feel down and hopeless, internally struggle day to day and sometimes, may even contemplate suic!d€. I highly recommend you listen to this podcast. https://youtu.be/N3-L7G5mImQ
I fuckin went berserker mode on my toilet and my shit went all over the place. EVEN MY MOUTH
You are the one who said breakup, and also you are the one who cut of the communication and relationship. But then after half fucking year , you came back like talking to me like nothing happen and saying let’s មើលចិត្តគ្នាសិន before we turn into relationship again, what the fuck are you thing about? Especially while talking to me, you are chatting and flirting with another person? What the fuck are you? Why are you still living in the earth? You doesn’t deserve even little good things in life. I wonder why am I ជាប់កាំពារ this much with you. You are really the world most fucking cheap person, you deserve the every worst things happen in your life. CHEAP PERSON EVER
Been in many toxic relationships. Been as a please person. Been loving controller, narcissist, and who doesn't value my love for them. I'm tired but they said "Keep being nice, loyal, and faithful in relationship and soon you will find someone you deserve". So have you found her/him yet? Would you stop being faithful cause of how you been treated? Or wait until the "better" one coming?
It seems to me like you couldn't wait to finally getting rid of me...I was hoping you'd ask me to stay after all the shits we've been through and after all these months I've spent suffering in silent but you didn't mind losing me at all You would rather start afresh with someone new than to make things right between us I really did believe you when you gave me your word Never once did I question you and your intentions...I thought I knew you by heart and you wouldn't do anything to hurt me...I defended you to everyone Now I'm left feeling like I'm constantly dying