anxiety comes to me for the very first time
My parents donβt support me on what Iβm doing, and this cause me anxiety day after dayβ¦ what should I do in the futureβ¦?
It's been a long time that we parted from each other. I thought I could fix my fault that I made before. But I ended up scaring you off. I was so excited that you actually talked back to me. I'm really sorry for my overreacting. I hope you will understand my intention of wanting to fix my faults back then. And I hope one day you'll let back in to your life. imysm.
My parents donβt support me on what Iβm doing, and this cause me anxiety day after dayβ¦ what should I do in the futureβ¦?
I know u might hate me now and don't even want to be friends with me but I'm here silently in love with you and willing to wait for you forever. I'm praying for your happiness and success and I hope you meet the right person that can make you happier than I do and if you need someone feel free to talk to me bcoz I'm always available for u.π Dear my ICEπ
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We have just ended our relationship a week ago and it seems like you are so fine about us breaking up while I have always thought about you and everything about us. It is so disappointing that I have been stuck there. Is it because you do not want to show it or breaking up have always been on you mind!? I just donβt get it.
The person I have a crush on is also an audience of this page. Iβm hoping heβll read this. I've liked him for quite a while now. I react to his posts here and then, but we never actually talk, so I couldnβt come forward with my feelings toward him. Thereβs no such thing as waiting for the guy to text first, and Iβm not scared to reach him, but thereβs no opportunity for it at all, and Iβm guessing it wasnβt meant to be, but the other me thought that how could I know if I hadnβt tried? By the way, this guy is my type, so I guess heβs worth my time siming over him. This is so frustrating and I hope no one else can relate to this because it is giving me headaches and starting to drive me crazy now.
Every time I drove by your house, I always stopped and stared, hoping to see you standing in front of the entrance, waiting for someone to answer the door like you used to. I remember when I brought you home and your mom made me a tuna sandwich and told me to eat a lot so I could grow faster. I miss the taste of her food and the picture of you standing calmly in front of the house. Today, I passed by your house again but I didn't see you there. The neighborhood was quiet; too quiet that it gave me a strange sense of calmness. It was like a void in my heart β calm but empty. I don't know why some people say that loss gets easier with time. It's been years, and the fact that I still haven't gotten used to your absence is a nuisance. Maybe in another universe I can still see you standing somewhere and waiting for me. But here it all ends too soon. So, make sure to have a good new life out there and promise me to love yourself well. Iβll love myself too. -owl
I realized that i loved u too much and forgot to kove myself. And now i love myself more than before. Im trying to hard to change myself to be better so I wonβt get hurt in the future like u did to me. Anyway i never hate u. Im still loving u. Itβs to be honest. I canβt unlove u. And I appreciated everything that u done for me before. U as the second man after my dad to take care me everything abt food, drink, sleep and protect my everytime. Im so thankful cuz i never got a man like u before.
Please don't ever come back to me when I finally forgot you and has moved on. Please don't let me experience all the pain again. Please don't ever mess up my life again.