កន្លងទៅ4ឆ្នាំហើយ ជាអត្ថបទដែលខ្ញុំសរសេរទុកសម្រាប់បង: ប្រហែលនេះជាstatusចុងក្រោយដែលខ្ញុំសរសេរសម្រាប់បង ខ្ញុំចង់និយាយពាក្យខ្លះទៅកាន់មនុស្សម្នាក់ដែលខ្ញុំស្រឡាញ់ហើយក៏ស្រលាញ់ជាទីបំផុតនៅក្នុងជីវិតស្នេហារបស់ខ្ញុំ ថែខ្លួនផងណា៎ ញ៉ាំអីអោយទៀងទាត់ណាប្រយ័ត្នឈឺ មើលទៅដូចជារាងរងារដែរព្រោះយប់នេះព្រោះភ្លៀង ហើយមើល៍ទៅដូចជាមិនអីទេបងរាល់ងៃដូចរាងសប្បាយចិត្តដែរ(ខ្ញុំក៏រីករាយដែរពេលបងបែបនេះ) ពេលមានស្នេហា កុំភ្លេចមើលថែគេ ផ្ដល់ក្តីស្រលាញ់ ភាពកក់ក្តៅ សុភមង្គល ពាក្យសម្តីល្អៗទៅកាន់គេព្រោះនេះជាអ្វីដែលមនុស្សគ្រប់រូបចង់បាន។ ហើយជាចុងក្រោយនៃ Statusមួយនេះខ្ញុំចង់ប្រាប់បងថា ខ្ញុំស្រឡាញ់បង ខ្ញុំនឹកបង ខ្ញុំសរសេរStatus1 នេះទាំងទឹកភ្នែកនិងក្តីស្រលាញ់ដែលមានចំពោះបង ខ្ញុំមិនដឹងថានឹងត្រូវបន្តបែបណាឫជាមួយនរណាម្នាក់ក្នុងជីវិតស្នេហា1នេះទៀតទេ ខ្ញុំចងចាំសម្លេង ការព្រួយបារម្ភ ការTake care ពីបង ក្តីស្រលាញ់មួយនេះវាធំធេងណាស់សម្រាប់ខ្ញុំ បងមានដឹងទេ? បេះដូងនិងចិត្តរបស់ខ្ញុំ គឺប្រគល់ឱ្យបងអស់ហើយ ទោះបីយើងស្គាល់គ្នាត្រឹមរយៈពេលខ្លីក៏ដោយ ខ្ញុំដឹងថាខ្ញុំមិនល្អគ្រប់គ្រាន់សម្រាប់បងទេ ទេីបបងចាកចេញ ដោយមុនបាននិយាយអ្វីសោះ សុខៗបងក៏ចាកចេញដោយសារខ្ញុំមិនស្អាតដូចគេ edit(ពេលនេះអ្វីៗផ្លាស់ប្ដូរហើយ នៅឡើយតែចិត្តរបស់ខ្ញុំ)♥️។ #ISTSTYMFPTILTM #Stone
I’m hurt. She still got your heart despite you are dating me. 🙂 You never deny or say anything to make me feel secure about it, but instead you laugh and say that is my karma. I cry whenever I think of it. stalk u. I stalk her. Knowing you immediately like her page after she post story I realize you still pay attention to her. Even behind her back, you don’t even dare to talk bad about her in front of me. ខ្ញុំអត់ស្មើគេសោះ តើមែនទេ?
Just because I'm okay now doesn't mean that the feeling I lost will come back.
We've been dating for over a year. We promised each other at the time that if we broke up, we would be single for 5yrs. Unfortunately, we broke up. She had a new boyfriend a month after we broke up, and she did whatever she could to show me that she had gotten a better man than I am now. But she had no idea, however, that she had already broken a promise. I've been single for about 5 yrs, and the end of 2022 will officially be 5 years. Being single doesnt mean I cant get myself for a girlfriend. Because the promises we made to each other were genuine to me. After all, don't make promises if you can't keep them. :'3
មិត្តខ្ញុំតែងប្រាប់ខ្ញុំថា "ទុកឲ្យពេលវេលាជាអ្នកព្យាបាលរបួសនៃចិត្ត" ប្រហែលជាខ្ញុំមិនសូវមើលម៉ោងទេ ទើបបានជាពេលវេលានៅជុំវិញខ្ញុំហាក់ដើរយូរបែបនេះ
To my most favorite person, I don’t know where you are at right now. I promptly admit that I miss you so much especially your dry sense of humor, you being Dokey-talkative to me. Our big and small fights, LOL. I wish you were here with me. To tell me everything is fine, everything will be better. I badly need your love and comfort because I’ve been so tired of what I’ve been going through lately. I know I have no rights to tell you to stay, but seeing you disappear this time hurt me deeply. I thought I would be okay this time since we already said our goodbye and also had a proper closure even though we ended up in bad term again. In this situation, you probably hate me that much, think of me as a ‘never wrong and always right person’.it’s fine for me. I know I’m at worst. I want to do the same thing as well. Sadly, I can’t make myself hating someone who I’m so in love with. That’s not me! Despite your lies, you being closed-book to me, I’m still enchanted to meet you. I don’t feel any regret falling for you, I really mean it. You are the main character in my story. Your name has in every chapter of my book since May 2020 til now. Imma always feel appreciated and grateful because I found someone who showed me the real definition of ‘Action speaks louder than Word’. You are Jjang! You know what? I can pretend to be happy and laugh at others joke. I can go on other dates and meet new people as you wished me to, but at the end of the day, they aren’t you. We will always be unfinished business and it will always be you although I used to tell you not to cross the path again. Yet, deep inside of me keep hoping that at least we have one beautiful story which I never give up praying for. One small moment together as you knew that I expect less when it comes to you, right? ...
I’ve seen a lot of post about suicidal thought and people trying to commit the act. I just want to tell those of you who are struggling out there that “it’s alright”. It’s alright, I’ve been through this before as well. Although I’ve never been that suicidal, the thought of “if my life ends, then many problems and burdens will be solved” did cross my mind. It takes a lot of willpower and strength to get through this phase as I would shut myself inside my room all day and night and on social media during my high school years. There were times I was upset with my parents, of them blaming me, and scolding me for various mundane things that happen in our everyday life. However, I want to tell you that it’s alright to run to your parents and hug them with all you have, they would not mind it even if you guys are currently in an argument. It’s alright to tell your friends and others “I cannot do this anymore. I’m tired and wanna be left alone”. It’s alright to feel overwhelmed and go through this phase, I believe we have gone through this teenage and young adult phase at least once in our lives. I am not telling you that suicide is wrong and you shouldn’t do it, I am trying to say that it should be your very last option. Wallow in your tears, your sadness, your stress, your burdens, your self-pity all you want. Most people blame themselves for not being good enough rather than actually addressing their fears and inhibitions. Perhaps it is easier to ignore all that is happening around you. I am not entertaining nor romanticizing suicidal thought, but if you still cannot find a better option or a better way to live your life, then it is alright to end it.
You finally open up. Just like I alway wish for! Because I don’t know where did we go wrong that you choose to push me away and end it. I alway hope that we still have hope. I hope that one day you will realize and resolve thing between us. Because I am sure I don’t deserve it, being push away like that, cut out like that and I am sure I did you nothing wrong. Even if there is, at least we should give it our best shot to make thing better or to make sure that it can’t go on. Don’t true love story at least should end like this? Now that the barrier is open, my wish is granted but my hope is dying once again. Maybe it not going to go as I expected. Maybe you just want to officially show that you have someone new standing in my place.
Sometimes you really love a person eventho they have done bad things to you and Sometimes you've been holding on to it for so long that you forgot yourself. That you've lost the value of your worth, I know it struggling sometimes to hold on to something that you are trying so hard, But if it hurts you, you also have to let it go. There's no point of holding on to it, it will only eat you up and keep you insecure. I am a guy who's badly devastated by a few person who did the same thing to me over and over. I'm the one who is trying to hard to keep things like before, eventho i know so damn well that it's not gonna work out for both of us. Coming home from work getting to talk to your favorite person, yet that person doesn't seem to care at all, cold replies, short text, late replies. I kept convincing myself that it's probably just one of her bad day. But that's when i realized that bad days doesn't goes on for 4 months straight. I tried talking about it, one week, ONE WEEK, everything is back to square one, cold replies, short text, late replies. That's when i started asking myself "What am i holding on for?", "Was it love?", "Was it that i've stayed with that person for so long that i can't live without them?", "Was it the time we spent together that i don't wanna let it all goes to waste?", "Was it to the point that staying with that person is apart of my habit?". Those are all the questions that keeps popping in my head. I've lost pieces of myself staying with that person without realizing it until it was too late for me and now I'm lost, i couldn't find myself anymore. I've lost myself trying to be with you.