Day by day, month by month, we slowly drifting away from each other. It's funny that we used to share everything with each other and solving our problem together without any hard feeling. Now that we both have our own responsibility and our own life to live, we completely turning back to one another. I still remember the day that we both promise each other to always stay by each other side but not anymore because when i look back, it's just me myself and i. I don't blamed you for giving up on us and on me but let's not do promising again because it's leaving a big scar on me. You said you want everything to be perfect and i am trying to be one of it but i never know my best wouldn't be up to ur standards. There's alot of things i wanna tell you but i couldn't type a single text even " Hey ". Now that we're not together anymore, i just want to wish you happiness and goodluck on your journey. It was enchanting to meet you 🤍
I know it's been a while since we have broken up but every night I still thought of you and how you have treated me....I don't really know the real reason behind the breakup but I really want you to know that I always have your picture in my wallet as a lucky charm and also I miss you so much. if there's a right time in this life I hope we can meet again
I'm sorry I couldn't properly say good bye to you nor celebrate ur birthday with u as I planned, but hey, I'm glad you've found someone who makes you feel happier, who treats you better and someone that you can be yourself around her. I'm so happy for you! Now that you've found ur one, I shouldn't be worried anymore. And it’s time for me to disappear from ur life. Please take care of urself na and I know she'll take better care of u! Lastly, thank you for all the beautiful memory we shared. Your love for me may disappeared but our memories won’t and at least we met… Be happy and last long my dear D.V! Love you as always, From a clumsy girl you once loved.
People said that your friends are the one who help you with emotional support, but why do I feel like I have no one yet I have a lot of them. Flashbacks keep hunting me and it turns into nightmares, which I can’t escape. I can’t find even one person to talk to. I can’t find the solutions to solve the problems, but believe me I’m trying. I felt so angry and stupid and just unmotivated. I have no energy to continue doing what I should be doing. Got any suggestions to help me, please comment down. Thanks in advance and appreciate your help!
I would have felt a little better if you could at least hear what I was talking:) #fromkid
I know we probably won’t talk anymore but I want you to know that I’ve a lots of things to tell you but I always left it unsaid because every times I wanted to tell you, you would act like i annoyed you. Every times we talks , there’s always been things left unsaid; day by day,I realized that we’ve lost interest in each other and the things I’ve left unsaid doesn’t matters much. I know I probably don’t cross your mind anymore but I hope someday, you see something that reminds you of me and our memories that we’ve shared. I can’t bear the feelings that you gets irritated with me and I don’t even know what did I do wrong. Lastly, no matter how things between us ends, thanks for being there once.🫂
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I tired of everything now. I always try my best to be perfect and accepted by everyone. But now I just tired and don't want to do anything.
No one talks about how hard it is to get your life back on track after a depressive episode, I planned on ending my own life which is why I slowly stop putting effort in my study, relationships and work…now that I’ve seek help and gotten better, I have to deal with the consequences of my actions.