3th time
Too tired to keep pushing every girl i met away, just because i still hope we can re-write our own ending. I guess i kept my promised, unless she find a guy i would be allow to open up to a new beginning. finally the curse is over. (in the mean time- Go and watch " I Don't Love you By Gray" ) #š„š¼ | (adios)
I have known her for almost a year who has a good attitude, strong and similar vibe to me. Recently thereās something in me told me that Iām not the one for her, Iām not good enough for her, i canāt take care of her for the rest of my life. Her last relationship hurt her so bad, but I was there to help her from day one. I donāt trust myself that I can go through all this things, I donāt want to see her in that kind of situation anymore, I donāt want her to lose herself again. But at the same time, thereās some part in me tell me sheās the person you have been looking for for a long time, sheās your type, sheās the girl you want to take care of. And now I donāt know what to do. Itās really hard for me
Most people can be loved by somebody in this world. It just doesn't mean that you're going to be together. But there's somebody out there for everyone.
Confess ot del approve sos tang pi khae 3:D
We've been dating for over a year. We promised each other at the time that if we broke up, we would be single for 5yrs. Unfortunately, we broke up. She had a new boyfriend a month after we broke up, and she did whatever she could to show me that she had gotten a better man than I am now. But she had no idea, however, that she had already broken a promise. I've been single for about 5 yrs, and the end of 2022 will officially be 5 years. Being single doesnt mean I cant get myself for a girlfriend. Because the promises we made to each other were genuine to me. After all, don't make promises if you can't keep them. :'3
You live in peace I live in pain.
This feeling....... Sometimes I always try my best to make everyone happy but when I'm down, I couldn't find anyone. I'm not always happy as you see my smile on my face, but I always remind myself to calm down and deal with the problems one by one. But when the problems come together, I don't know what the solutions to those problems are. I start to feel stressed out and blame myself. I also start to feel useless. Sitting alone and crying in a silent place are the best solutions that can release my stress. And, I know that if I share all those difficulties in my mind with others, I will feel more relived. However, I could not find anyone to listen to my story, and feel me and support me. And, Sometimes when I tell those problems to others or s.o, they just feel that I'm being so dramatic, but actually, I just want someone to listen to my problem and that's enough for me.
Sometimes the one who said the words never really remembered it, but the one who listened did. That's a tragedy.