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I can easily forget someone who loves me but I can’t easily forget someone who doesn’t love me.

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2025-08-14

I think I started to have a crush on my friend.

We’ve been hanging out together about 4 years now but he and I never think of anything more than friend. I like to tease him sometimes before about being in relationship but it doesn’t mean I have that kind of feeling with him and I think he feel annoyed about me teasing him but who care lol. For some reasons, I think he’s really hate me at some points because I’m kinda immature and of course annoying and always mad and yes he never ទ្រ me because why would he care if I’m mad? Lol. However, we both still talking and still friend. It just this recently (read the title), just maybe, let’s just put it like this. I don’t think he has feeling for me because he doesn’t really care about me and doesn’t really care to reply to my text for all these years only if he wants to. He probably chat with others because I used to caught him. Or he probably study. He’s smarter than me too. But well even if he also has feeling for me I’m not sure whether it’s possible for us to date too due to some reasons which also include my knowledge, I think, because I’m not as smart as him. And other reasons.

2025-08-14

Indescribable feeling about someone 💕 (cute concept) 💕✨🤣

មិនយល់ទេ បើកកាលណាឃើញតែ online!!! ចង់សួរថា មានឆង់ឆាហើយមែន 🥲🥲🥲 បើមានមិចមិន ផាប់ភ្លីក ស្រួលខ្ញុំត្រៀមចិត្ត ថាគួរចាំអ្នកឯង ឬ ក៏ មូហ្វអន មីឃើញយូស្និទ្ធស្នាលមួយប្រធានថ្នាក់ណាស់ មានចិត្តលើគាត់មែន ខ្ញុំក៏មិនប្រាកដថា ខ្ញុំស្រលាញ់ អ្នកមែនក៏អត់ដែរ ដឹងត្រឹមថា ខ្ញុំបន្លំទៅជិតៗអ្នក បើកាលទៅ ទ្រីប មីលួចងាកក្រោយមើលយូរហូត ដែរដឹងអត់? មិនប្រាកដថាស្រលាញ់អត់ទេ ដឹងត្រឹមថា មីឆាតក្នុងគ្រុបរាល់ថ្ងៃ គ្រាន់តែចង់ដឹងថាយើងចូលមើលអត់ ហើយចង់បាន អាថេនសិនពីយើងហ្នឹង។ គ្រាន់យូចូលមើលសោះ មីសប្បាយចិត្តចង់ហោះហើយ ហើយបើពេលយូរីអាកលើឆាតមីទៀត មីស្រមៃដល់ថាយើងបានក្លាយជាឆង់ឆាគ្នា យូញ៉ែមីពេលខលយប់ឡើង អេនមីរបៀបតួស្រី អៀនបែបថ្ពាល់ផ្កាឈូកសងខាងអីចឹង XD កាលនោះរៀនអនឡាញ យូType nameមី មីសប្បាយចិត្តស្រែកពេញបន្ទប់! អារម្មណ៍ហ្នឹងខ្ញុំក៏មិនសូវយល់ដែរ ដឹងត្រឹមថាឥលូវមីមើលអ្នកផ្សេងលែងចូល ទោះបីម្នាក់ហ្នឹងល្អកម្រិតណាក៏ដោយក៏អត់អាចធ្វើឲ្យមានអារម្មណ៍ល្អពេលបានឃើញមុនយូដែរ មីបន្លំទៅសាលារហូតហើយលួចគិតថាក្រែងលោយូទៅដែរ យ៉ាងណាបានឃើញមុនម៉ាញិបក៏អស់ចិត្ត ព្រោះតាំងពីមកវិញពីទ្រីបមកយូរដែរហើយ ពេលខ្លះអាចបន្លប់ការនឹកខ្លះដោយគ្រាន់តែឃើញអីក៏ដោយអោយតែពាក់ព័ន្ធមួយយូរមីគេងលក់ស្រួលហើយ ❤️❤️ មិត្តភក្តិខ្ញុំតែងតែថាឲ្យខ្ញុំថាខ្ញុំ ហាយស្ទែនដាតណាស់ មិនងាយស្រលាញ់អ្នកណាទេ អ្នកណាក៏មើលមិនចូលភ្នែកដែរ >< តែមកលង់នឹងទង្វើល្អរបស់យូម៉ាតិចហ្នឹង បើគេសួរថាថីបានខ្ញុំលង់ហ្នឹងអ្នក ខ្ញុំនឹងឆ្លើយប្រាប់គេថា « ព្រោះខ្ញុំមិនដែលឃើញបុរសណាល្អដូចអ្នកពីមុនទេ » ពាក្យដែលខ្ញុំនិយាយសុទ្ធតែជាពាក្យពិត TBH: អ្នកគ្មានអ្វីអស្ចារ្យជាងអ្នកផ្សេងដែលខ្ញុំស្គាល់ពីមុនទេ តែអត្តចរិតរបស់អ្នកកម្រមានអ្នកអាចធ្វើដូចណាស់ និយាយឲ្យខ្លីគឺជាអត្តចរិតដែលភឺហ្វិចតែម្តង និយាយឲ្យចំគឺ ចេនថលមែន😭💕💕
2025-08-14

To the girl I once rejected

Nothing was wrong with you, I swear. The one who was problematic is me, myself. As soon as I sensed that you have developed feeling for me, I tried to warn you not to fall for me several time. At that time, I was suffered from my ex-crush who got in a relationship with another man. (I loved my crush so much back then). To be honest, I didn't want you to get caught up in my pain. The one who should suffer from that burden is nobody but myself. I even told you my story (you are the only one I ever told my story) and told you not to fall for me. I knew even if I got in that relationship I won't commit completely and even if I asked you to wait, it would way too unfair for you. However, I know you are someone who love hard and you shouldn't waste time with me and you deserve something better. Back then, I took a harsh decision, I blocked you out of blue so that you would hate me and forget me (and yes, it worked). I knew that you would suffer from that, but I guess it is better to suffer in short terms rather than living in pain everyday right? It is completely ok to hate me, to blame me, it is reasonable and logical. After that incident, I avoid making friend with girl as much as possible, I don't want to commit the same mistake again and again. Recently, I did sneak check on you and I found out you are in a new relationship and you both seems so happy. That is the outcome I expected. Seeing you in your current state, I knew I took the right decision after all. You are someone who should live a happy life because it is all you deserve. Nobody should experience the same pain as I did. I will remember that I was once loved. I don't hold any grudge against you. I do respect and appreciate you from the bottom of my heart. I wish you all the best.

2025-08-14

Do you miss me?

ខ្ញុំធ្លាប់បាននិយាយថាឈប់ស្រលាញ់ហើយ ឈប់នឹកហើយ ស្អប់មុខណាស់មិនចង់ឃើញទេ តែតាមពិតទៅមាត់ខុសពីចិត្ត ខ្ញុំនៅមានកូនចិត្តមួយដែល គិត ខ្វល់ នឹក ចង់អោប ចង់ផ្ញើសារទៅលេង តែមិនអាចព្រោះខ្លាចរំខាន, ចង់ដឹងណាស់ថាមាននឹកខ្ញុំទេ តែបន្តិចក៏អស់ចិត្ត... to #K
2025-08-14

A letter to the one that got away

You will never see this. I wish I could telepathize what I have always been hiding inside my heart to you right now. It is unbelievable that I lost you just like that. We created a lot beautiful memories together. You were my precious person. You gave me warmth. You gave me courage. You made me feel the luckiest. I was so proud to have you by my side. I was so happy. I still can’t accept the fact that you left me in the middle of the road after a very long way we had walked side by side. You left a heavy mark on me and now I have to put fences around it because I am scare to let someone get close to it. I really hope this footprint will fade away someday. Now, I am wondering. How beautiful and amazing it could have turned out if we were here together right now? I really want to see how strong and wise you could have become. I have always wanted to see the grownup version of you. We could have completed our bucket lists together. We could have had a great journey of adulthood together. Our precious moment could have been much more than this. Yet, at the end of the day, past should be left behind and life should go on. Perhaps, in the parallel universe, we are having the best moment right now. Maybe I will see you again in another life with no regrets like this. I guess, I will see you there. I hope to see you there. - owl
2025-08-14

TATTOO

You said my name would be your first tatt, either on the right or left or on your chest. Now I wonder what it look like. Is it replaced by your new person’s name or is it just another broken promise?

2025-08-14

Dear S_Tep

It’s already a month since we apart. May I ask have you ever regretted about your decision that you make​? I’m still think what if we still continue our status, how good or bad it is? I know our time together was short, but it is deep to me.

2025-08-14

Upset

I’m a type of person that value friendship more than relationship , I rather not date anyone just so I have more time to hang out with my close friend. We share stuff no one ever know about us , enjoy each other’s company without saying a word to each other , inside jokes , hangout non stop…But then things change , third party comes in , she is still my friend but someone else has become her closest friend. They share conversations day and night , calling non stop , playing with each other all the time . I feel like I’m left out but who am i to be jealous of that , you guys seem to be enjoying each other company so much , why would i ruin that because of my feeling , I’m just upset that I can’t provide you that feeling , but it is what it is . I don’t know if you know that I’m upset with that but since I’m not good at opening up to you anymore, I hope the best for you guys even if we become stranger one day…