Since we finished our examination I just wanna tell you that I think I like you at the first sign.nh ot yul klun eng dea mix ban 2ngai ng mean ney mes pel exam u jes jeang nh tea u nv baeb kroy mor yy muy nh sur nh tha Tver hx nv ey jg hx subject muy dea Tver oy nh jam ot plex ker math ng pel morning last day nh som u merl and then nh merl pi u ban klas klas dea tea nh jong rkun u klang nas dea tver oy ka exam 2ngai bos nh mean ney tang dea puk yrg ot dea tlop skol knea pi mun mor te terb tea pel exam ng te dea puk yrg ban skol knea lerk dombong mg tea ber ke krob knea merl mor doch puk yrg tlop skol knea jg ahh cuz puk yrg sneat muy knea doch pm tlop rean or tlop skol knea jg. Tysm my best roommate and I think I canβt confess how I feel for you right now since I found your fb account and I saw you was in relationship since 2020 so I decided to move on.nh som oy u sl knea ban yu hx good luck with last long relationship nahh som trem see u sby muy relationship bos u kor roommate mnak nis ot som ey jren dea nah.thanks π #chaktomuk09210
I know it's been a while since we have broken up but every night I still thought of you and how you have treated me....I don't really know the real reason behind the breakup but I really want you to know that I always have your picture in my wallet as a lucky charm and also I miss you so much. if there's a right time in this life I hope we can meet again
I grew up in a very dysfunctional family. Even though it was very clear at a young age to me that mommy and daddy absolutely hated each otherβs guts and only got married in the first place cause of my birth, they refused to divorce. βStaying together for the kidsβ is the absolute worst thing you can do to a child. Mom and dad, What did I do wrong?? my existence??? [newLine*]Personally, it effected my general self esteem and the way I formed and behaved in relationships for the rest of my life. I was diagnosed with PTSD, (yess PTSD) as growing up in a house that was literally a battlefield. I always blaming myself for being existing. I thought my family was normal. It wasnβt until i turned 15 when I had friends whom I would go visit and then I started seeing something completely different. My friends had normal parents. Before that, I thought a dysfunctional family was normal. I still suffer from anxiety to this day and self-esteem. My problems are a constant fear of getting too close to people, including friends. As I grew older I became more quiet. Itβs effected my relationships and friendships to a point where I end up pushing people away. I like being alone where thereβs complete silence and nothing can bother me. I think I came to this point due to growing up in my parents house and constantly hearing them scream at each other, doors slamming. My self-esteem problems are mostly from being ignored and neglected through out my early life. My parents whose were never involved with anything of my childhood despite us living in the same household. The cause of their arguments has always been about me, and still is to this day. My dad came home from work and fighting with my mom because of me, it became worse with age. I feel embarrassed or ashamed to even talk about this with my close friends. My family was of the type that everything happened behind closed doors and out in public. If I had friends come over, they became entirely different people in front of my friends. They could actually act right and tolerate each other when they had company- (why the hell canβt you be normal like that all the time?) For this reason, I never opened up and told my friends what happened in our house cause I feared theyβd never believe me. It wasnβt until my early adult years, I finally opened up and started telling my friends what really going on at home but some of them told me that no matter what it is, theyβre still my parents and they loves me but they don't seem to loves me nor even care about my feelings except for their own. I always want to get away from them and living my life without them. Sometimes when I opened up about it not because I want empathy nor attention but I just need someone who listen to me, listen to me without judging me. Donβt get me wrong I do appreciate my friends and understand that theyβre just trying their best to comfort me.
Sometimes I just want to get the feeling of love from someone because I never receive that at all. πΆ when you love someone and they never love you back and itβs hurt so bad itβs been twice for me already and actually I never been in any relationship
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I told you to wait for me, it only 10 months and I will come back. But thing doesn't turn out as I planned and Im stuck with my life decision right now. So our relationship started when I moved to a country for my Master Degree. She is my junior in my faculty and we been dated for 1 year and half. She was the best thing that ever happened to me, she was everything I ever imagine in a girl. My friends told me that my life is like a k-drama series because I was never been that happy before. After almost a year of dating our relationship getting hard, you accused me as a cheater while I just did exactly what u asked me to do. You was telling me you want to get married and live a normal life like other girls and told me to start looking for someone else. My heart broke into pieces everytime I heard those words from you, I couldn't endure the pain somehow. So I was started talking to someone else while feeling really guilty to you. You caught me texting with someone else, guess what now u feel what I feel now? You asked for a break up but does not we already broke up? After a series of drama we made up ,thanks to Covid-19 for made up stuck in a house together. But the problem now I almost finished my study and I need to get back to my country. I told you I will continue my study, just wait for 10 months I will get back after I get a scholarship. I didn't understand my self y I have to grind so hard for a relationship that already broken. Even I know at the end you will not choose me, even I know u still keep texting other person. I still remember ur sobbing face when u send me off at airport, our last hug, our last meal at airport. Now 6 months had passed, I has moved to my country and it was very hard in the first few months when I was the only person who wanna keep this relationship. Even I used to get " I miss you" text from u a few times and It made me very happy but deep down I knew things changed and we ended. You told me to move on and be happy since you alr start dating someone. I don't know how to feel happy hearing this. After a severe heartache, I tell my self I wont go back to that place again and I wont let anyone hurt me again. Now I moved on, happy with my life, I able to imagine my life without u in it until I got an email telling me that I was offered a scholarship. It is a great news yes it a scholarship I prayed for before , it was a dream come true and it is a ticket for me to find you. But my head mess up, I can't decide should I accept or reject? Should I leave things I have built here and go back to suffer again? PhD is sound fancy but it also a very lonely journey and suffocation. Plus I want to build my life without u involve in it, I don't want to feel those pain again. But this time I will made a decision for me, a life decision without u involve in it... PS: We both are girls.
''I got my hopes up.'' He whispered. ''About what?'' She asked. ''About you actually loving me back." ''I tried to show you I loved you and you wouldnβt let me which is fine.'' ''But you know the worst feeling is when you find out you didn't mean as much to someone as you thought you did and you look so stupid for caring too much." "I'm sorry.'' She said.
One upon the time, there was me and a guy. A guy who I could lose myself for him even my life. And also had another guy who always there when I need help. Let back to reality, when you heard a word β love β what was the most meaningful come cross to your mind? To me that was the a beautiful cloudy day which is became to bad storm with sec. The beautiful didnβt last, you are the one who was been in love one side while he wasnβt. I donβt know what zone we have been through but sometimes we looks like a couple and the other we became a sibling and not too long we became a stranger. It hard to blame on me while he was made me confusing all the time. The way he was taking care the way he treated me those actions ghosting me every night. I tried to talk to him about our relationship, he just pushed me away stopped not to talk. Before I have the feeling for him I have asked him many time about his personal life I mean doesnβt he dating someone yet, the answer I got he is single who not having much time to thing about loving stuff. I trust those with and I could not find anything about his love life on social media also. We talked we laughed we chitchat, hanged out, eating out but we never called that was dating. Even we went on the trip together just 2 of us. I was thinking about does man always doing those stuff with a girl he not even like a bit!?! Does he like me?!? If not why he took me here while these are couple usually did. I was talking to myself everyday thinking all about his attitude. And now I realized I have been used, I still have no idea that he was dating someone or not but I just no that he just using me to comfort his loneliness life. Honestly I knew that he was being nice to everyone he known, but there are some point made me think he like me by the ways treated me differently from other.
Why would some men still post and share things related to the women when they clearly no intention to be back with her or love her anymore? Was it to grab her attention? Was it an act? Was it just to make sure she won't move on from h even when he no longer want her? Or was he just trying to make sure she still in love with him so he can hold his head up high and his silly pride? Or he can go brag to his friends how she still care and hurt because of everything he did? Or he simply just miss the idea of having her love him so much? No matter what it is, men will be men, if they want you, you will see them by your side, not from their stupid stories or posts. Stop thinking of all the possibilities. Stop thinking that he wants you back, he clearly doesn't. Stop falling into his traps once again. Turn around and leave. Stop imagining fake sceneries inside your head. You don't love him, you just love your idea of him and the unreal perfect future you wish you will have with him. If you can't change a man, change the man. He's not worth your time. Go hunt for the better guys.