when to give up on someone?
i think i can’t tell my whole story… i did tried my best to make everything better but seem like it’s doesn’t work
I know that your life is so different now from mine. I know that you may never forget about us, but you have forgotten your feelings about me. I know that you have somebody else beside you And I know that you may be saying your i-love-yous to him in different ways. Something that is quite deeper, bolder, or even kinder. Or something that promises your stay still together. I’m just here to write this one for you as I couldn’t think of any better way to tell you how I truly feel until this day about what has happened to us. And to tell you, in case there’s a chance that you read this—that I’ve forgiven you, myself, our past; to say “thank you,” and bid you farewell for the last time. I wish there’s a better way to tell you how painful that night was for me. That night when you said your feeling fade that my mistake...i been thinking why somebody else has occupied your heart that fast while being with me for 1 year you being with me. You didn’t have any idea that while you were saying those words, my hands couldn’t stop shaking as I’ve never expected what was going to happen. I didn’t know that the few days before that night would be the last time that I’ll get to experience a pure bliss being with you. That I’ll never be able to genuinely smile again for a few years. And that I’ll crash and burn. I didn’t know that such deep pain would exist and I’ve underestimated the capacity of life to hurt me in ways that I’ve failed to imagine. I saw how a moment changes, how time is fleeting so fast right before my eyes. That one moment you were telling me that you wouldn’t hesitate to give the world or your life to me. And then another sudden moment came and you treated me like I was the most disgusting person you have ever known. They say time heals all wounds, but the wound you’ve caused me is way beyond having a bruised heart. My soul got wounded too, and it still cries sometimes for what was inflicted on me
i think i can’t tell my whole story… i did tried my best to make everything better but seem like it’s doesn’t work
I met this stranger at Major Cineplex Aeon 2 today (21.Nov). We were sitting next to each other while watching the Eternals (schedule 2:00pm). I really want to be friend with him but I could not gather up my courage to approach him. So I hope this post will reach him. And to you, if you see this please interact with this post. I really hope I can find you and I hope we can be friend. 💫
Is it even real?
I hate myself that I still see red flag whom I put everything into it but it doesn’t seem any development. But I do ignore green flag whom always ask me about my 3 meals per days, the first one that come to his mind after he woke up and sent me good morning every morning and good night text before he go to sleep, to ask how my day was, how tiring am I after work, did I get home safe, can he have this or this, replies to my every freaking stories…..etc. But I actually ignored him just for the red flag whom I only get his texts when he’s drunk or h-rny because we both do! Also I’m always waiting his text, his replies, and sometime I heard the things that I shouldn’t have to hear it. But I do. Is there anyone who relate to this? And did u overcome it? If yes, how? And if not, hope we’d overcome it sooner.
Wherever you are, you will continue to shine like gold in my memories.
I don't really know what happens. I just feel sorry for everyone and sorry for myself. Every day seems heavy. feel like crying and tiring without doing anything. Feeling lost, no goal. I remember my friends told me to create one if you don't have any dreams. But how if I don't even know what do I love? I'm such an idiot. There's a lot of things running inside my head and I just want anybody to listen without judging me but everyone looks so busy. I'm just a troublemaker. Still, what's happened? what do I actually feel? I hate being like this. I'm lost.
I’m a 25yo guy, employed (stable and secured job), born in a not too poor or too rich family, currently pursuing a master’s degree and traumatized by my previous relationship(s) (got cheated on 3 times and got played/used for 2 times). It has really made me feel very very insecure. Lately I have been in and out of talking stages from one to another, either I bailed out because I felt insecure about my current state or they decided to ghost me. I’m really insecure about my appearance (I don’t know how girls sees me), and my job (I don’t know if she will love me for me or for the position). On the other hand, I’m not sure whether I’m good enough for anybody even If I have a stable job but I don’t have that much time free-time including strict family rules.. I wanna build up confidence and remove my insecurities but I don’t know how to… Someone please help…
I know u still love him and i know u cant forget him. If u see this, i wanted to tell u that if u really him, u could make up with him i wont mad. I knew u just treat me as a replacement and i also treat u as a replacement too cuz I'm just bored. I'm really sorry for what i've done.