មនុស្សម្នាក់នោះដែលខ្ញុំបានចាប់អារម្មណ៍គាត់តាំងពីលើកដំបូងហើយក៏បានតាំងចិត្តតបig storyរបស់គាត់ អារម្មណ៌ពេលលេងជាមួយគ្នាដំបូងសប្បាយណាស់រហូតដល់ពេលមួយមានអារម្មណ៌ថាខ្លួនឯងលង់ស្រលាញ់គេមែនទែនហើយ គេជាមនុស្សល្អ ហ្មត់ចត់ក្នុងការងារ ចេះជួយយកអាសារអ្នកដទៃ ចូលចិត្តផ្ដល់ដំបូន្មានល្អៗដល់មនុស្សជុំវិញខ្លួន ចូលចិត្តនិយាយលើកទឹកចិត្តអ្នកដទៃ ខ្ញុំក៏បានសាកសួរគេលេងៗថាគេមានម្ចាស់នៅ គេថាគេគ្មានទេគេទៅណាក៏តែឯងៗដែរ ខ្ញុំក៏ព្រមជឿគេ ហើយថ្ងៃមួយគេប្រាប់ថាគេនៅគេងម្នាក់ឯងនៅក្រៅអផ្សុកណាស់ តែដោយសារខ្ញុំជាមនុស្សមិនអាចដើរចេញយប់ជ្រៅបាន ក៏តែងតែបដិសេដគរហូតជាពីរទៅបីដង មានអារម្មណ៍ថាតូចចិត្តណាស់មិនបានជួបគេ ពេលគេហៅជួបចំតែពេលភ្លៀងទៀត មិនរលូនសោះៗ រហូតដល់យប់មួយដែលគេប្រាប់ថាស្អែកគេទៅគេងហ្នឹងទៀតហើយ ខ្ញុំក៏សួរខ្លួនឯងគួរ break the rule យប់ស្អែកដើម្បីនៅក្បែរគេអត់? គេតែងប្រាប់ថានៅក្បែរទ្រូងគេហើយក្នុងរង្វង់ដៃគេកក់ក្ដៅណាស់ ក៏ចង់សាកដែរដូចគេយាយមែនអត់ និយាយត្រូវគ្នាខ្ញុំក៏ព្រមទៅជួបគេពេលថ្ងៃ ជួបគេដំបូងភ័យណាស់ ព្រោះគេកំពុងធ្វើការ មិនហ៊ាននិយាយអីច្រើនទេបានត្រឹមតែអង្គុយមើលគេធ្វើការពេលគេធ្វើការចប់គេក៏សួរថាមកហ្នឹងប្រាបអ្នកផ្ទះថាម៉េច ក៏ប្រាប់គេតាមត្រង់ថាអត់ទាន់បានសុំទេ បន្ទាប់មកក៏បានខលមកសុំអ្នកផ្ទះតែអ្នកផ្ទះមិនព្រមទេ មុនចេញបានអោបគេហើយប្រាប់គេថាចង់ចំណាយពេលយប់នេះនៅក្បែរគេ ពិតជាកក់ក្ដៅមែនពេលគេអោបយើងយ៉ាងណែនហើយអង្អែលក្បាលយើងប្រាប់ថាកុំគិតច្រើនចាំព្រឹកស្អែកចាំជួបគ្នាក៏បាន បន្ទាប់មកគេក៏បាន order Koi អោយមួយកែវមុនចេញមកផ្ទះវិញ ជិះតាមផ្លូវអារម្មណ៍មិនមូលទេ ក៏បានសម្រេចចិត្តជិះបកទៅវិញពេលមកដល់ផ្ទះភ្លាម ទៅដល់វិញគេដឹងថាខ្ញុំប្រាកដជាអត់ស្ដាប់តាមអ្នកផ្ទះទេគេក៏ខឹង មិនហ៊ាននិយាយអីទេព្រោះចឹងមែន ក៏បានអង្គុយមើលគេធ្វើការបន្ដ ពេលគេធ្វើការគឺហ្មត់ចត់ណាស់កាន់តែមើលកាន់តែលង់ ក៏បានមើលគេ rehearsal សម្រាប់ presentation របស់គេថ្ងៃស្អែក។ ពេលគេ rehearsal, ពួកយើងក៏បានគេង ពេលគេងក្នុងដៃគេហេតុអីមានអារម្មណ៍ថាកក់ក្ដៅម៉េស? នេះរឺលើកទីមួយគេងក្នុងដៃមនុស្សដែលខ្លួនស្រលាញ់? ពិតជាកក់ក្ដៅហើយមានសេចក្ដីសុខខ្លាំងបំផុត ពេលនៅក្នុងរង្វង់ដៃគេហើយគេអង្អែលក្បាលយើងថ្នមៗ ពេលនោះហើយគិតថាសម្រេចចិត្តត្រូវដែលបានមកជួបគេ។ ពេលព្រឹកស្អែកបានមកដល់មុនពេលចេញមកវិញ សុំគេអោបម្ដងទៀតព្រោះមិនចង់ទៅសោះពេលអោបនោះអារម្មណ៍ក្ដុកក្ដួលណាស់ព្រោះមានអារម្មណ៍ថាលឿនខ្លាំង។ មួយអាទិត្យក្រោយមកក៏បានជួបគេម្ដងទៀត ទៅញាំអីមួយគ្នា អារម្មណ៍នៅតែដដែលព្រោះដឹងថាខ្លួននឹកគេ។ រហូតដល់ថ្ងៃមួយគេប្រាប់ថាគេកំពុងនៅជាមួយសង្សារគេ បេះដូងខ្ញុំធ្លាក់ដល់បាតពេលគេយាយចឹង តែក៏ខំទប់អារម្មណ៍ហើយនិយាយជាមួយគេថាមិនអីទេ ខ្ញុំក៏ដឹងថាគេមិនដែលនិយាយពាក្យថាស្រលាញ់ខ្ញុំម្ដងណាឡើយគេទុកត្រឹមជាប្អូនគេប៉ុណ្ណោះ។ ដល់ថ្ងៃសែនលោកខែបានបន់ថាចង់ជួបគេឆាប់ៗនេះព្រោះនឹកគេណាស់ រហូតដល់ថ្ងៃមួយគេក៏បានហៅទៅទៀតព្រោះគេនៅម្នាក់ឯង។ អារម្មណ៍មនុស្សស្រលាញ់គេធ្វើអីកើត បើចង់ជួបគេសឹងអី ក៏បានចេញទៅជួបគេនៅយប់នោះ។ អ្វីៗគ្រប់យ៉ាងគឺនៅដូចដើមសម្រាប់ខ្ញុំអារម្មណ៍ពេលបានគេងក្នុងរង្វង់ដៃនឹងដើមទ្រូងដ៏កក់ក្ដៅរបស់គេ ដូចនៅផ្ទះចឹងស្ងប់ល្អណាស់។ យប់នោះជាយប់ដែលខ្ញុំមិនគេងសោះ នៅសម្លឹងមើលមុខពេលគេគេងលក់ នៅលេងសក់ នៅមើលមុខគេទាំងស្រណោះខ្លួន ថាហេតុអីបានលង់ស្រលាញ់គេដល់ថ្នាក់ហ្នឹង។ ពេលព្រឹកក៏មកដល់ជាពេលដែលខ្ញុំស្អប់បំផុតព្រោះត្រូវឆ្ងាយពីគេទៀតហើយ មុនពេល check out ក៏បានសុំ special request ពីគេមួយគឺអោបគេយ៉ាងពេញដៃ អោបគេតឹងណាស់ ទឹកភ្នែកក៏ស្រក់មកតែមិនបានអោយគេឃើញទេសុខចិត្តលេបយកទៅវិញ ព្រោះគេប្រាប់ថាធំហើយកុំទន់ជ្រាយ ត្រូវចេះរឹងមាំ។ ក្នុងបេះដូងនេះឈឺណាស់ព្រោះពេលវេលាចំណាយជាមួយគេមានអារម្មណ៍ថាលឿន នៅក្បែរគេ គេផ្ដល់ដំបូន្មានល្អៗ បទពិសោធជីវិតរបស់គេ ហូរហែ គេមិនដែលសម្ដីមាត់តូចមាត់ធំដាក់មានតែភាពកក់ក្ដៅ។ កន្លងប្រហែលជា 2 3 អាទិត្យក៏បានជួបគេចៃដន្យនៅក្រៅ មានអារម្មណ៍ថាខ្យល់បក់គេអោយមកជួបយើងម្ដងលើកនេះ ក៏បានអង្គុយនិយាយជាមួយគេ ទាំងដែលគេកំពុងធ្វើការ ពិតជាសប្បាយចិត្តណាស់ រហូតដល់ព្រឹកស្អែក ក៏គេបានប្លុកខ្ញុំចោលទាំងគ្រប់ social media ដោយខ្ញុំបានធ្វើរឿងមួយដែលគេមិនចូលចិត្ត គេប្រើពាក្យថាដោះលែងគេទៅគេសុំ គ្រាន់តែលឺពាក្យនេះបេះដូងខ្ញុំចុកខ្លាំងណាស់ ក៏បានសុំទោសគេយ៉ាងយូរទាល់តែគេ unblock គ្រប់យ៉ាងវិញ ក្នុងពេលនេះម៉ោងនេះទំព័រជីវិតគេលែងមានខ្ញុំដូចពីមុនហើយ ខ្ញុំក៏ដឹងថាខ្លួនត្រឹមជាអ្វីសម្រាប់គេ តែក៏នៅតែមានចិត្តស្រលាញ់គេដដែលមិនដែលគិតស្ដាយក្រោយឡើយ ចុងក្រោយមនុស្សម្នាក់នេះមានតែពាក្យថាអរគុណហ៊ាដែលបានផ្ដល់នូវអនុស្សាវរីយកន្លងមកនេះសម្រាប់មនុស្សម្នាក់នេះ ទោះបីហ៊ាស្អប់ម្នាក់នេះយ៉ាងម៉េចល៏ដោយក៏ម្នាក់នេះគ្មានកូនចិត្តស្អប់ហ៊ា ខឹង ចង់សងសឹកគំនុំគំគួនអីសម្រាប់ហ៊ាឡើយ មានតែចិត្តនៅដូចដើម សម្រាប់ហ៊ា បារម្ភ ស្រលាញ់ ហើយចាំមើលភាពជោគជ័យក្នុងជីវិតហ៊ាដូចដែលហ៊ាតែងតែប្រាប់ខ្ញុំ ទោះបីហ៊ាមិនដូចដើម ម្នាក់នេះសុំរក្សាចិត្តហើយបេះដូងដែលមានសម្រាប់ហ៊ាដដែលនៅតែចាំស្ដាប់ហ៊ាពេលហ៊ាពិបាកចិត្ត ចាំលើកទឹកចិត្តហ៊ា ចាំធ្វើជាធុងសម្រាមសម្រាប់ហ៊ាជានិច្ច ចង់ប្រាប់ហ៊ាថាខ្ញុំស្រលាញ់ហ៊ាខ្លាំងបំផុត ទោះទឹកភ្នែកម្នាក់នេះហូរក្លាយជាឈាមដោយសារហ៊ាក៏ម្នាក់នេះព្រមទទួល ព្រមគ្រប់យ៉ាងដើម្បីបាននៅក្បែរហ៊ាត្រឹមមួយនាទីក៏ម្នាក់នេះព្រមទទួលដែរ ពីមនុស្សពីក្រោយខ្នងហ៊ា ps: am a boy, hes a man
9:30pm, 11th April - The start of our Journey, it was our first date. He brought me to places I never been before, experience new things. It was like a dream if I could date him. Everything was perfect, I was happy than ever. But that happiness didn’t last forever…… To be continued.
I fell for you friendliness but things got complicated, we would flirt with each other, we went to places with each other and I thought we really had a connection. But the friendliness that I fell for became a problem, yes I became jealous. I thought I was special but I noticed that you treated other girls the same so I slowly back away and moved on. I dated someone else and slowly lose feelings for you, until it was our senior year that I fully moved on and focused on my study and relationship. Things were great until we met up again, I heard you’re dating someone new and you weren’t afraid to show her off. We stopped talking for a while and the next thing I knew, we get to talked again and open up about our feelings, you said you liked me too back then. But now it’s too late. To be honest, I’m quite happy for you. I wasn’t bitter or jealous but from time to time I wondered, what could have been if we were honest about our feelings. Then we lost contact again, I’ve broken up with my boyfriend back then and focus on my study, I didn’t plan on dating anyone after that but deep down a part of me still wondered to those good old days, the places we went to, and funny enough I forgot about you. I never got to say sweet words or appreciate your action but thank you for being the best year of my life, I was genuinely happy. A friendly advice to whoever is reading this, if you like someone please tell them, you either get accepted or rejected but at least make your feelings known to them<3
Have any of you ever laiten to this song? By the weekend! Just the title we can understand much about the song already right? It about the love we have for our partner, afraid to lose him/her, might think that we are not good enough + want the best for him/her but can’t just walk away. We love them so much, can’t think of anyway or one day that we will change our mind and give up on them. Love to the point that we can die for them. (Listen to this song you’ll feel it) Imagine sharing this song with your significant other. Or this song is about your partner. Then one day you are not choosing them as a part of your life anymore, you change your mind you had someone new standing in his/her place and you still listen to this song. Do you get de javue? Does it remind you of that old soul who been with you through thick and thin and would die for you too. Or in your mind, you find it normal to switch to die for someone new? That someone just fit in this song perfectly? the previous one does not matter anymore? You will just go back on your word as if she/he doesn’t exist in this world anymore?
Hey, I don’t care about the distance and sht. I can wait, I’m willing to wait, be faithful and commit to this relationship. Checking up on u everyday, support u through hard time, leave u space when u need, be the most understanding gf. I don’t even mind being a convo starter all the fcking time, fast replier even tho u left me on delivered for half a day or even ghost me out of nowhere for quite a few days, b’cuz I understand that u’re busy. I don’t even mind that u’re not interested about what’s happening at my side or how’s my day going, having u reply to my text is all I ask for. But if this keeps going for a few more months and I see no more effort from u, I might just assumed that u grew out of this relationship but is afraid to ask for a break… idk what should I feel about this relationship…
I don’t know how to put this into words, but once I grow up I started to realize that the dreams I once had in my childhood ( whom I wish myself to be in a certain way) isn’t come true at all. If putting words anonymously could help me cope up with the pain and all of the stress I have then I would do it ten times a day…. From the person who loves to share stories with others to someone who find it hard to open up, started to hate herself, and start to question her capability. I woke up daily with the feeling of “ that’s fine another day have come and there would be thing u need to face” but do I want to end my life? The answer is “NO” I used to have those thoughts. Despite the stress and panic attack I experienced daily I still fight with it , I still give myself a reason to go on… because not everyone is happy. So if you’re reading till this, I would want you to know that of course life is tough you might think that you’re the only one experience it but believe me either the person you know or the one who you don’t, everyone have the same story and sadness that they need to cope with, need to fight… so don’t give up!! Fighting for life, start to live your life even though it’s painful…. Cheer up!!!!
Am I being third wheel again? I ask myself. I still can’t move on and you’ve been in a healthy relationship. Why did you ask me to be your best friend after all these times? Why did I even agree with this? You said you love me and I’m the best person, ur soulmate but why did you break up with me and ask me to be your best friend instead? I know it’s been along time and why did you text and call me when you feel so down ( u told me because I am the only person who u feel comfort to)?? While you were in a relationship with someone else? I won’t deny it, I always love you and I feel so wrong. All my friends said how stupid I am and one day I will meet someone else who will hold my hand till the end of my life , I try to move on and believe that. I wish you could feel open with ur current gf tell her everything you’ve been through I’m sure she would understand you way better then me. To myself also I wish I can leave you behind and I don’t think we can be friends because I still have some feelings for you, trust me I will try my best for letting you go. Wish you the best ✨ To : mysoulmatewhoicanbewith
Where to begin? Because I don’t know exactly what I’m feeling right now. There’s a person whom I used to have a crush on him while I was in grade 10. FYI, I’m a senior student at a university now. We are friends from high school to university. Literally, everywhere I turn to for the last 6 to 7 years, he’s always there. At some point, while I was having a crush on him, I found out he liked someone already. So, as I should, I moved on. I found myself a boyfriend and just live my life. We’re still friends and eventually, we grew closer as years passed. As nice as he always is, he helps me, listens to me venting my anger, or just listens to me complaining about my life. The problem is that I didn’t realize that I’ve been depending on him too much for the last few years. Only until recently, when he couldn’t be there to help me anymore that I realized I did always stand alone. More or less, he’s always there to help. Lately, he hasn't been around much. You know, as we grow old, we get more responsibility and life is just busier. For some reason, I feel like I’m breaking up with someone I’ve never been with in the first place. FYI, he’s just nice. He’s like that to everyone and I’ve never thought that I’m special to him either. Anyway, what is this feeling called?
You deserve who you love not me I'm a bad person as they know