Indecisive
Who would you choose between the one you love and the one who loves you?
Hi! Yeah it's weird when I have to express this feeling, but it's kinda worse if I don't speak it out and keep it in my head a little longer. I know it's only 3 or 4 months that we've known each other, and it even started from a complete stranger who have connection only on social media. However, the feeling I had for you were real. I really wish that it could work out for us, or maybe we could do better than this, or at least we have a better ending. I regret for the action I did without the consideration of your feeling, I really do. Until these day I still feel sorry for doing those dumb things. I chatted to you because I miss you, I care for you, I don't want bad stuff to happen to the person I care so much about; but it broke me to pieces when you told me that you're dating someone now. I'm happy to see you smile, really. I'm happy for you that you're with a better person who will provide what you want and what you need. But at the same time, I was sitting in the corner of room thinking about you all day. I couldn't focus on my working and studying. Everything were bad for me, it left the scar on my heart. Yet, I still have the urge to look at our old conversation. Just to find out and tell myself that I have lost the person I love the most to a stupid mistake, and there's no way I can reverse or go back in time to erase what I had done but to accept the truth that you're gone. One last thing, it's close to your birthday and I still have the gift that I bought for you months ago. I hope I can give it to you, but I don't wanna make you feel uncomfortable seeing me. On top of that, I don't wanna be a conflict between you and your partner. Goodluck with your new journey, and yeah last long.
Who would you choose between the one you love and the one who loves you?
Do you know how I came here? Iβm trying to forget you. It took me five hours to bike here, a coffee store in the middle of a mountain. I was running away from you for six months. I tried so hard to not thinking about you, avoiding your social media, ignoring your favorite meal, when it appears in front of me. Why do you not fade even a little? How could you show up here so easily? and You forgot me so easily. So~ Why canβt I... π’ This is killing me. Answer me [Why is it so easy for you?]
she call me best friend but never want to see me good than her. Call me best friend but always envy me. Call me best friend but always say the words that make me think down on myself Finally I can cut her off of my life
This sunflower is wiltingβ¦ so love you, for me. Take care of your heart and soul. Some couples just donβt work out andβ¦ thatβs okayβ¦ I guessβ¦. as long as your life works out fine. At the end of the day, you are still a part of me. Thank you for showing up back thenβ¦ I enjoyed my time with youβ¦ hope you did too. If ever our path crosses again, I want to know that youβre succeeding in life. I want to hear about your dream come true. My darling, you are not cursed nor broken. You are just bent as you were adapting to life circumstances. You are perfect the way you are so let nobody tell you otherwise. Love you, for me.
hello everyone im here to ask for your opinion me and my girlfriend slanh knea ban 5month and we broke up a few days ago she told me and her bestfriend that she lost interest in everything and lose feeling for me too. but i dont really want to lose her so i decided to wait for her and wait till im mature enough for her too. but do u think there is a chance that she could fall for me again? do u think it is a right decision? can u guy give me some advice ? since i love her so much i dont want to give up.
I couldnβt call it an end because we have never begun anything. We were friends, but both of us have crossed the line. He told me that he had feelings for me, that he wanted to be with me, but he wouldnβt be committed to me. Later on I asked him what were we, he ignored my question and changed the topic. I guess thatβs where my insecure became worse. He always had time for everything except me. For his movies, games, football, friends... He always forgot things that he said he will do with me. From small daily things to dates. Whenever I was feeling down, he ignored me. I kept being insecure and mad over everything, and finally he fell out of love. I guess it was my fault. For being broken and unable to love properly. I didnβt know if I am to blame or the environment Iβm in is. However, he was different. He was enthusiastic about everything in life. Maybe, we werenβt just meant to be. We were too different. From background to personality. Now, I think heβs seeing someone new. Honestly, I felt miserable. I questioned myself if I was that easy to forget and replace? Did everything between us mean nothing for him? Was he just lonely and thatβs not love for him? Whatever it is, I wish him all the best. I hope heβs happy with her. Thatβs the last thing I can do for him, giving him the peace heβs always wanted. I learned my lesson here. Thereβs no way someone will be ready for you if they werenβt from the start. Donβt wait for them. When they arenβt sure about you, and wonβt commit, leave. Turn away and run and never coming back.
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Weβve broken up a little over a year now. Why do you want to act like lovers, but afraid to stay? Feelings remain and I donβt want to cut you off. I long for you... sometimes it hurts. Youβre here but youβre not hereβ¦ We still talk but nothing is clear. You know exactly that my arms are always open. You can keep on letting me down and I will still believe in you. I guess, I canβt build a man when you donβt want to be one. Anyways, take care while weβre apart. Hope to see you in June