Temporary Unknown Status

Hey, you are the one who decided to break up and also you are the one who ignored and closed the communication even said we can’t continue anymore. As time goes by, I’m trying to heal myself and move on, you showed up acting like all the above things didn’t happen. When I ask why would you come back, you said there must be a reason but you don’t know it too. So I’m wondering what am I to you really? A toy?

Feeling bottled up?

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2025-08-14

a message in the bottle, hope it gets to you.

Hi, we haven’t talked for awhile. You’ve been moving on with your new life while I am still stuck in the same place. The same place that used to have you here. You haven’t told me yet but I heard that it’s nearly your engagement day. Hope you’re doing well. I am indeed still care but it’s not my place to take care of you anymore. I had said “i love you” many times for the past months just in case you know...it would change your mind. From “the one” you told that no one will ever replace her place;
2025-08-14

Always you!

To you my priority, since the day you left, I’m certain that I’m not the same person as I used to be. I’m sure that my feeling right now isn’t okay and it hurts me the most. I wanted to let you know that, you’re the only one who made me know what love is, you’re the only one who made me feel warm and secure while I was with you, you’re the only one that my love for you is still the same since our first day until now, you’re the only one whom I have any plans for the future. All of the sacrifices, efforts, and times that I put in, I didn’t expect anything in return, other than your love and dedication. I did everything just to make you feel that you’re the only one that got all of those things from me, not everyone else. I did everything just to make you feel happy, warm, and comfortable. I’ve never stopped daydreaming about how I’m going to build my life, buy my first house, first car with you, and marry you one day. You know what? I see you every two weeks, and when I return home I feel as if I've lost something that no one or nothing can replace. I had the feeling that I was leaving something behind that would never come back. I miss you, I'm upset, I didn’t want to return home, and I want to spend the rest of my life with you. You’re the only one, when I’m having fun and all I could think of is what if you were right here with me? I’d go on trips and while living in the moment, I allowed my imaginations to get ahead of me and I was able to picture you beside me and I got that feeling of “how nice would it be for you to be here with me”. To me, you’re perfect. To me, you’re beautiful as always in my eyes. I’m grateful you came into my life, I’m grateful for everything you’ve done for me. My love for you hasn't changed, and no one can take your place in my heart, my mind, and my brain. And I’m so sorry for what I’ve done to you. Sorry that I can’t keep you by my side. I’m still hoping everyday that you will come back to me again. You’re special to me. I’m so proud to have you in my life. I want to spend the rest of my life with you. Your photo is still in my wallet, and your picture is still on my lock screen wallpaper. I wrote these letters with a song that I used to sing for you, When you’re home - Tyler Shaw. It’s 3AM now and I’m still thinking about you. I hope you will come back to me! #NL

2025-08-14

ហេតុអ្វី?

ហេតុអ្វីបានជាត្រូវសួរសំនួរខ្លួនឯងជាច្រើនបែបនេះ? ហេតុអ្វីព្យាយារកលេសល្អៗសម្រាប់គេធ្វើអី បើគង់តែមានរឿងមកថ្មីទៀត តើនឹងហត់នៅថ្ងៃណាមួយទេ? តើពេលនោះគេនឹងចាប់យើងពេលយើងរបូតដៃទេ? តើមកពីគេមិនយកចិត្តទុកដាក់ រឺ យើងមិនសំខាន់ រឺ មកពីយើងស្រលាញ់ដល់ថ្នាក់ចិត្តចង្អៀតពេក? មិនមែនមកពីខ្យល់ជាអ្នកបក់ស្លឹកឈឺអោយជ្រុះទេ! ដើមឈើទៅវិញទេដែលដល់ពេលអនុញ្ញាតិអោយស្លឹកឈើចាកទៅ។
2025-08-14

Am I being too emotional?

Mak I’m sorry for my existence.I know I’m stupid ,useless ,and selfish. she always said that i only know how to dress up but never being helpful in the family. Everyday I study, I help her with the business , I drive around like crazy when she need helps. After school I look after all the kids inside the family, I help my aunt pick her kid up from school, I drive them to playground, I barely got time for myself. I always help her when I got time but at this point she still said that I’m useless ,do nothing but being lazy, know nothing stupid as always. I never even do make up , and she said I only know how to dress up.she used to ask me what grade I got I said I got A, maybe a week later she said that if you don’t want to study anymore just quit school alr without any reason. Bro my heart dropped,my mind stop I got no word to reply. All I can do is cried myself to sleep.
2025-08-14

ភាពស្មេាះត្រង់

ទំនាក់ទំនងស្នេហាមួយអាចរលូននៅបានល្អអាស្រ័យភាពស្មេាះត្រង់ សេចក្ដីស្រឡាញ់ ការផ្ដល់តម្លៃ ការបារម្ភ ការយកចិត្តទុកដាក់ជាមួយគ្នាទៅវិញទៅមក ការផ្ដល់ពេលវេលាឲ្យគ្នា មិនថារវល់សិក្សាប្ញធ្វើការយ៉ាងណានេាះទេក៏នៅតែឆ្លៀតពេលវេលាសម្រាប់មនុស្សខ្លួនស្រឡាញ់ មិនលួចលាក់ក្រេាយខ្នង ...។ ស្ថិតក្នុងទំនាក់ទំនងស្នេហា តែងតែមានការប្រច័ណ្ឌ ការអន់ចិត្តនឹងគ្នា ការខ្វល់ខ្វាយ មិនចង់បាត់បង់បុគ្គលដែលខ្លួនស្រឡាញ់ចេញពីជីវិត តែទេាះជាយ៉ាងណា ត្រូវរៀនយល់ពីគ្នា រៀនអន់ឱនឲ្យគ្នាទៅវិញទៅមក រៀនអធ្យាស្រ័យ មានរឿង/បញ្ហាអ្វីគួរពិភាក្សាគ្នា(កុំលាក់ទុករួចធ្វើហីៗដាក់គ្នា)។ ផ្ដាំទៅមនុស្សប្រុសជាពិសេស បើមានមនុស្សស្រីម្នាក់នៅក្បែរខ្លួនហើយ កុំលួចទាក់ទងអ្នកផ្សេង កុំឲ្យអ្នកដទៃមើលមកថានាងជាមនុស្សល្ងង់. គួរមើលថែអ្វីដែរខ្លួនកំពុងតែមានឲ្យបានល្អ កុំឲ្យមានវិប្បដិសារីនៅថ្ងៃក្រេាយ។ សង្សារងាយរកនេាះទេ តែមនុស្សដែលស្រឡាញ់យើងជាយើង នៅក្បែរយើងគ្រប់កាលៈទេសៈ លះបង់ដើម្បីយើង មិនខ្លាចក្នុងការបង្ហាញអ្នកឲ្យក្រុមគ្រួសារ មិត្តភក្តិនិងមនុស្សជុំវិញខ្លួនគាត់បានស្គាល់អ្នក ខឹង/អន់ចិត្តតែមិនដែលឈប់ស្រឡាញ់អ្នក ទេាះអ្នកធ្វើខុសក៏ផ្ដល់ឱកាសឲ្យអ្នកកែប្រែ តែងអភ័យទេាសឲ្យអ្នក ផ្ដល់ពេលវេលាសម្រាប់អ្នក ស្មេាះត្រង់នឹងអ្នកគឺមានងាយរកបាននេាះទេដូច្នេះបើអ្នកមានមនុស្សល្អក្នុងរង្វង់ដៃអ្នកហើយត្រូវមើលថែឲ្យបានល្អ។ កុំឲ្យដៃគូរមានអារម្មណ៍ថាខ្លួនមានbf/gfដូចអត់មាន។ អ្វីដែលសំខាន់គួររៀនយល់ពីគ្នាឲ្យបានច្រើននិងផ្ដល់ពេលវេលាឲ្យគ្នាផងដែរ(call, text,នៅក្បែរគ្នា...)។សង្ឃឹមថាមនុស្សប្រុស/មនុស្សស្រីដែលបានអានសារមួយនេះនឹងស្មេាះត្រង់ជាមួយដៃគូររបស់ខ្លួន ហើយត្រូវចងចាំផងមុនពេលចង់បេាះបង់នរណាម្នាក់គួរនឹកឃើញដល់ពេលចង់បានគ្នាផង អនុស្សាវរីយ៍ រឿងរ៉ាវធ្លាប់ឆ្លងកាត់ ធ្លាប់តស៊ូជាមួយគ្នាទាំងប៉ុន្មាន កុំបេាះបង់នរណាម្នាក់ងាយៗ។ ត្រូវតស៊ូជាមួយគ្នារហូតតទៅ។ hope everyone likes this article.
2025-08-14

#Tinggg

Thanks for letting me to be part of your life even if my role is too short for the chapter you've been through. Still, I'm glad that somehow I made you happy in the things I did. Be strong always, don't let your guard down. It’s okay to be sad after making the right decision.

2025-08-14

Time to rest

I have been keeping many problems inside of me, not because I have no one,but there are many people who take care on me, always check up. The point I just want them live their happiness and I don't trust many people to speak out. People thought I'm fine I'm so strong, but I can't stop my tear when my soul mate hit the point. I tried to say "Oh I'm good, I'm fine". Sometimes, I disappear on social media also I stop connecting with friends, close people. Sorry for doing this, I need time to rest. Healing... Disconnected- may the happiness to my people.

2025-08-14

Last night was a blur. -M

The heart beat i felt in my dream last night it feel so real. Like it was too good to be true. I know i ain't gonna experience it with u irl. But at least if the multiverse actually exist i know one of my alternate self is having good time with u.