2025-08-14
Hatred
What would you do if you found out you're just an alternative or a shadow to his ex?
Do you feel hurt? Angry? Hatred? Because I do.
It was not wrong to not love somebody.
What's wrong is how you keep telling me how much you love me, then keep going back to your ex. What's wrong is how you told me to forget the past and start it all again, then betray me and do all those things again the next day. What's wrong is how you told me to put my heart into trusting you, but you're using my trust against me.
You kept saying you love me, but that's not love.
There's no way you can love me when you still keep everything from your past. There's no way you can love me when you can fall in love with another girl within a week. There's no way you can love me when you regret being with me and hope you have chosen her instead.
The funny thing is, people hurt me, but I'm now the bad guy.
I hope all those people who did me wrong, who invalidate my feeling, who blame me for reacting the way I did, will all get their karma very soon.
I have all this rage in me because I'm the one that has been suffering.
To the people that said that it was normal and I was the one that overreacting, I hope you will be treated like this for the rest of your life.
I was never someone who hold a grudge and be so revengeful, anyone who knows me knows how I always forgive people, but not this time. I choose to heal in hell.
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