2025-08-14
Green flag but actually it’s red flag
Why I said it is green flag but actually it is a red flag?
Yes, we both can see it is as green flag when we both call every night and it’s kinda understanding and sweet at first three months.
The day I started talking to you, the chemistry feels so right, and a clicking. My brain started to pumping a serotonin and dopamine. But, I may click the wrong tap, not that you treated me wrong, yet you love me more than yourself.
It’s real attachment and attention that you don’t want to untie.
It’s red flag because you don’t love yourself enough. You love me too much that you upon your whole happiness on me. You get jealous easily. You wish me to be your shooting star all the time. Yes, I’m not perfect, I made mistake that I ignore you sometime and want my space a lots. You are overthinking what if chat to other guy? While I’m not.
It’s unfair that we are happy together, but you are hiding those sad moment in your life alone. I love you and I want to know what’s going on too.
It’s so hard for us to leave each other while we both still love each other.
I hope this break up taught you to love yourself enough to discover the sun within yourself and shine in kaleidoscope ways, so you don’t need others’ dimly light to guide you. As, you finally can firmly stand on the ground and feel happy again.
I’m always grateful that you were part of my life. Thank you for your pure love and understanding. Hope we meet again when you are able to love yourself more. I still love you, and wait for you.