Times changed, and so did we
2020: WE are friends 2021: We were friends Reasons: Maturity #U0001F951
ehh pretty! u're such a good girl, u've met. once upon a time, u gave the feeling that u're really caring, but i was wrong. ur sweet voice, ur soft tone, ur beautiful eye sight are melting my heart everytime. btw, oh my sweetest, u're with lots of person, u kinda did the same way as u treat me. I don't know why u r into that person, before i figured out i think that u r such a lovely girl, soft hearted, but u failed me. u used everyone to help u most of time, and for me, i'm happy to be in used ^^ but not everytime. when i yeah share this scenario, just a scenario, to my fri, they said that the boii is being shxting used, hahahaha. and i'm yeah, ok XD tbh just a few words to u, pretty, please dun be like that, one day u'll lose them <3
2020: WE are friends 2021: We were friends Reasons: Maturity #U0001F951
I lost my friend several months ago. she was someone I talked to every day and even asked for advice. and we met when we’re studying in Australia. It still feels unreal every time I see her photos with a smiley face, I still have difficulty believing she’d do it. how can a girl who is always smiling dealing with mental illness and nobody knows about it. There were no warning signs. she is a person I wished I could be more like (not jealousy, I’m just admire her). Happy, creative, smart, perfect family status, beautiful smiles. Always upbeat and looking out for others. She texted me a day earlier before it happened. I should’ve talked to her that day a little more…why didn’t I. The way it happened was shocking. I still wonder if I could have helped her that day. It's almost like it never happened because it just doesn't seem real, it was so unexpected. As I'm typing this its just actually hitting me again that she is really gone. but looking back, yeah, there were some signs because I accidentally saw her searching about medicine but she said it was just research projects. the guilt in my guts is overwhelming. I also noticed that she was extremely exhausted and kinda isolated herself from anyone earlier that month but I was pretty naive on top of that. It really bothers me now, because she was obviously giving some signs but I was too stupid to realize what was going on. I LOVE YOU, S P.S If someone is popping up in your mind while reading this please don’t ignore them and checking on them every chance you get as the last chance you will ever have may have been yesterday. Be there when you can. Even if its just checking up on someone. If you care about someone, let them know. If someone reaches out to you, even a little... be there for them. You never know when they are in their final moment of desperation. Not everyone will have the same signs. Some won’t have any at all. If you suspect something at all... just let them know you care and that if they ever need to talk, that you are there for them. That they are never a burden, not to you. Even if they never open up to you, just hearing that can make a world of difference. And if you are struggling yourself, please open up to someone. Anyone. Even if its someone you don't know that well. There is nothing wrong if you’re going to met therapist.
I’m wondering if he hates me that’s why he blocked me. :) loved him so much still do but what can you do when a person want to leave? And this pretending that everything is fine sucks. It’s been 6 months and I still can’t move on. Really hate this.
I want to give up on you since it’s not going to happen. Because I clearly told me so. But all I can do is daydreaming about us being together. I’ll go to you one more time when my life is stable.
Dear crush, ik ure in love with somebody who ain’t me, yet I hope u’ll never be lonely like u always told me n realize this world as a beautiful place. I hope she’ll take good care of u n I wish u live in this love life ever after. My happiness is seeing u happy. Love u my dearest crush:) #m
Works hard or love hard?
ការចាប់ផ្តើមដំបូង ដោយសារការប្រលងឌីប្លូមធ្វើអោយពួកយើងស្គាល់គ្នា.បើគិតទៅ4ឆ្នាំហើយដែលយើងស្គាល់គ្នាហើយក៏4ឆ្នាំហើយដែលខ្ញុំតែងតែមានសំណួរមូយនៅក្នុងខួរក្បាលរហូត តើពួកយើងជាអ្វីនឹងគ្នាអោយប្រាកដ?4ឆ្នាំហើយដែលខ្ញុំមានអារម្មណ៌បែបចម្លែកៗដូចជាខ្ញុំកំពុងតែព្យាយាមចាប់យកអ្វីដែលដឹងថាមិនអាចទៅរួច!ខ្ញុំតែងតែចង់ព្យាយាមសារភាពការពិតដែល ប៉ុន្តែខ្ញុំមិនអាចហាមាត់និយាយវាចេញមកបានសោះ ខ្ញុំកំសាកណាស់មែនអត់ សារភាពក៏មិនហ៊ានបែបនឹង?អាចថាខ្ញុំកំសាកក៏ថាបានដែលមិនចង់បំបែកបំបាក់ស្នេហ៍គេ ត្រូវហើយគេមានមនុស្សដែលគេស្រឡាញ់ហើយ ខ្ញុំត្រឹមមិត្តចង់ឃើញគេមានក្តីសុខនឹងមនុស្សដែលគេស្រឡាញ់ខ្ញុំសុខចិត្តស្រឡាញ់គេតែម្នាក់ឯងក៏មិនបំបែកគេដែល ក្តីសុខរបស់ខ្ញុំគឺឃើញគេសប្បាយចិត្ត.មិត្តម្នាក់នេះអរគុណរយៈពេល4ឆ្នាំដែលអ្នកតែងតែធ្វើល្អដាក់ខ្ញុំរហូតមក ទង្វើល្អរបស់អ្នកអោយខ្ញុំកាន់តែបាក់ចិត្តស្រឡាញ់អ្នករាល់ថ្ងៃតែយ៉ាងណាក៏ខ្ញុំចង់ឃើញអ្នកសប្បាយណា ហើយ ឆាប់ចូលគេងណា ព្រោះខ្ញុំដឹងថាអ្នកមានបញ្ហការគេងតិចកុំគិតច្រើន ហើយឆាប់គេងពីមិត្តម្នាក់នេះ😊😊
Ex, I changed myself alot about personality. And im glad and proud that i did it success even i can’t move on from u. I wanna ask u 3 questions: 1. I have everything especially my personality isn’t like before, ik im still me but i just changed my toxic personality so what else im still missing? 2. Do u have a true woman to love u yet? 3. And do u change urself some of mistakes? Cuz u also have alot of mistakes too. Did u change anything?