08/March/2022

Right person at the wrong time

We met each other in October last year. I never thought we both could come across and fell for each other. We've been talking and dating for almost 4 months until I realized I was a third-person in her private relationship. Shocked and furious I was at that time but I couldn't say it out loud cuz I was already in love with her. I used to think that I'd settle down with this girl and see our future together cuz I was so sick of falling in love again and again. Things went south and I decided to walk away from her with an unbearable pain for 4 months after we compromised. The last message I wanted send to her was "You are the greatest dream that I've ever had but it's time for me to wake up now".

One-sided love 🌜

You look like a moon but I am just a piece of shit who’s loving you. It would be great if you’re just take a look or keep an eye on this worm that loving you from far apart. At the end I'm still wishing you the best my moon ❤️

Love and hatred?

Don't hate someone because they don't love you or leave you. Let's clear all the hatred, and replay all the moment that you are laughing, smile and loved. You need to know and understand yourself, Do you want her smile or her tear? Do you want her to be happy without you or it need to be you?

Waiting… sorry admin I accidentally click submit

I really miss you and It doesn’t matter how long I have to wait for you 3 months,5 months 1 year, 3 years it doesn’t matter. I want the dream that both of us dreamt of come true. I know everything seems cloudy for the both of us… But remember everything is going to be fine…. Until we meet again…

Behind this Cheerful person.

Under the mask of this cheerful person, there a thousand of things that no one could see! She's been hiding and just keeping thing to herself because she don't want to bother others and afraid that no one will listen to her. She has been asking for help but no one can see it because people only notice the cheerful her, while inside there million of pieces that been broken. She feel so helpless and mentally drained. She hate herself for being so cheerful and bright even thought thing is not okay for her.

I was lonely

Rejection is what I hear the most from day to day. Most of the time, I invite friends or more to hang out with me, yet they reject my favor. Thus, I create a new concept where I can live my life happy even if there is no one wants to be around me. It is called date yourself. Go on a trip, shopping, having a luxurious dinner, buying what I love, all by yourself. As I view from this perspective, I feel less lonely and enjoy my day much more.

2025-08-14

Trade-off

This is a story of a unpopular boy who barely made any friend amount his classmates. One girl noticed him for being himself. Destiny brought them together then the boy have to leave the girl for 6months.However, the girl was still waiting for his return and carrying on their relationship. Good things won't last long, the time had passed by the boy's career had started to get busier and busier that's why he barely made time for his love's one. Because he wanted to achieve his goal by getting promotion so he could have more time for her. Then the boy had finally achieved his goal yet his relationship had already ridded apart. At the end he was able to achieve his dream but not his love. He had more time but had no one to spend with.......... someone who always supported and motivated him to catch his dream was gone. So that is an opportunity cost between trading off your heart and your dream : )

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