Should I confess?

I have been friends with this guy for a few months now, but I only recognized him for about 2-3 weeks. I think I am developing feelings for him. The main thing is that he is very active and caring, so with all of his kindness, I tend to think that I am special, despite that, he does that to literally everyone. Should I risk everything and ask him to go on a date or something? I know that he will definitely friendzone me because I joined the "GANG" now.

Feeling bottled up?

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What's wrong with me?

I don't really know what happens. I just feel sorry for everyone and sorry for myself. Every day seems heavy. feel like crying and tiring without doing anything. Feeling lost, no goal. I remember my friends told me to create one if you don't have any dreams. But how if I don't even know what do I love? I'm such an idiot. There's a lot of things running inside my head and I just want anybody to listen without judging me but everyone looks so busy. I'm just a troublemaker. Still, what's happened? what do I actually feel? I hate being like this. I'm lost.

❤️‍🔥“B” - T

I think you don’t even know that “B” is the nickname I put for you, it’s like 3 in 1 “Babe, Bong and your name”. Now you’re just “Bong” like everyone else, you’re not my “B” anymore. You know I actually notice how you started to lose interest. I’m a person who always stay quiet so when I see that you act like that I started to detach myself but still it hurts, it hurts so bad when you finally decided to ask me for a breakup. I prepared for it for months but when it really happened, I still can’t quite grasp the situation. Honestly, I’m so jealous of other couples they share with each other everything while you.. you’re so closed off. Whenever I ask about sth you always divert the topic or just ignore the questions. FYI, when I asked i alr know the answer. (“FBI friends” I have them too 🤷🏻‍♀️) I act like I didn’t notice tho cus I hate arguing. Well, whatever I hope you’re happy. And I hope you’d at least give your next girl the bare minimum. Please treat her well. Don’t let her beg for your time and attention like I had to do. React on her posts, post her, take her out, you know the simple little gestures. From: T 🥰

The sunset is beautiful isn’t it?

I'm sorry I couldn't properly say good bye to you nor celebrate ur birthday with u as I planned, but hey, I'm glad you've found someone who makes you feel happier, who treats you better and someone that you can be yourself around her. I'm so happy for you! Now that you've found ur one, I shouldn't be worried anymore. And it’s time for me to disappear from ur life. Please take care of urself na and I know she'll take better care of u! Lastly, thank you for all the beautiful memory we shared. Your love for me may disappeared but our memories won’t and at least we met… Be happy and last long my dear D.V! Love you as always, From a clumsy girl you once loved.

Two people from two different worlds

You are so awesome. Everyone knows and loves you. I stood there looking at you; looking at how far we were from each other. I was just an outsider to your world. But when you reached me first, everything changed. You let me in, even just for a short moment. I finally could see and hear you clearly then. I wish time were frozen. I wanted to keep you longer but I didn’t know how to do that. You showed me the parts of you that I had never seen before. I wonder if you did that to everyone. Yet, it didn’t matter because that’s all I could ask for. Now that our worlds go back to normal, I wonder how you feel about back then. Perhaps it’s normal for you, but sitting there alone together just listening to you talking about your favorite things…my heart is still fluttering now. I wish I were brave enough to tell you about my feeling. Right now, I don’t think I have anymore chances. Eventually, we are just two people walking on two different paths. Yet, the memory you gave me, will always be my favorite fantasy. —tired owl.

Thank you

Dear admin, I wrote 'Feeling and reason are at war'. I am writing now to let you know that I am just here to free my mind like you offer. You dont need to post it up on the page, I just hope there is someone who can read what is on my mind. Thank you and I really appreciate your offer.

To that person who I met online,

To that person who I met online, I have no idea whether you will see this or not, but in case you get to read this, please know that this message is for you. I'm not brave enough to tell you directly, that's why I will just leave it here. It took me awhile to find out if I really like you or just a flash feeling I happen to have. I do like you and I fail to find a specific reason for it. Don't ask me for the reason because there is no such reason for liking someone. I clearly know that you don't have the same feeling as I do, that's why every time I got the chance to tell you, I simply said that they're all just the jokes. You have no idea that telling what's on my mind is one of my biggest insecurity but this time, I just want to be honest with my feeling for once. Even though we never met IRL, but I really appreciate your presence and I am so grateful to know you even though I don't know much about you. Thank you for being one of the nicest person I've known and helped me through my struggling day. I am lack in so many things, so I don't expect you to like me back. In case you know who I am, please don't be uncomfortable with me after reading this and I hope everything remains the same. I will try to move on silently and promise that I will never do or say such things that will cross our boundary. - From a girl who has social anxiety

I almost do-- Taylor swift

I almost contacted you again, but everytime I almost did, I remembered how we're nth to each other. Everytime I almost did, I scrolled through our chats and I saw how pathetic I was. Almost begging for your love. Everytime I almost did, I remembered how you would let me go back home alone. How you had time for everyone else but never for me. How you forgot everything you said. How you told me you would do this and that for me but you never did. Every little things you said you would do. It's the details that matters and show me how much you love me. Turned out I couldn't feel the love at all. I remembered how hopeless and broken I felt to see you never want to give me the title, to never want to commit into the relationship, to never think of us. It was the last straw that broke me. Broke us. They said loving someone too much will make them stop appreciating you, I guess that's true. I gave up my pride for you for so many times. Let's keep this last one for myself. Take care.

Why mom?

Why mom? Why do you have to make me feel this way? What have I ever done so wrong? You know, it is very hurtful and very tormenting when you, my mother, care so little of me. Why is it that when my younger brother got a minor cold, you would rush me to buy him medicine, to take care of him, and so on, but when I got tested positive of covid-19 because I have to go to work, you didn't even seem to care about it as a matter a fact, you didn't even want to buy me covid med, you told me I don't need covid med and just take normal coughing med, you thought paracetamol is enough? Just why do I have to feel all this unfairness? Should I just do you and everyone a favor and just take as much paracetamol as I can and just die? Would that have been better for everyone?