My mom was talking about getting a divorce, and my dad was totally bummed out about it. For like a week I was bouncing back and forth between my mom's place and my house, where my dad was. I tried to cheer him up, but he kept asking about my mom and telling me to talk to her, do something to change her mind. But, to be real, I couldn't bring myself to tell him that she had already made up her mind. So the night before Father's Day I was heading out to crash with some friends, but before I left I told him I'd be back early to make him breakfast. He was like, "Nah, that's cool." Didn't think much of it. That night I hit up a club and drink tonnes of cocktails. After an hour of feeling nothing, I started to feel dizzy and sweaty. My heart was pounding and I was losing it. I asked my friends to take me to the hospital, that something was seriously wrong. They were all, like, "Nah, you're good." Finally, this dude I just met that day, who was friends with one of my homies, drove me to his crib. I was totally freaking out the whole way home, trying to catch my breath and not die. When we got there, my body started to calm down, but I was still super weak and wiped out. I remember lying on his bed. His dog came over and curled up with me, resting his head on my leg and looking all sad. Then, like around 6am, all my friends showed up, apologizing for not taking better care of me. I asked them to take me home, but on the way there I started crying for no reason, just feeling like I needed to go to the hospital. When we got to my house, there was a note taped to the door that said, "Don't go in and call the cops. I'm sorry for being a coward." My heart already felt weak, but when I read that note it just fell apart. I was in shock, but I managed to call the police and tell them my dad had killed himself. I sat on the porch and cried my eyes out. There was a lot of crying that whole day. When my mom showed up, she was wailing and crying out, "Oh my god, oh my god." They took me to the neighbor's house and put me in the guest room. The rest of the day I was all by myself, trying to make it through. There were times when I felt like I was going to pass out. I was too weak to cry. After a while, I realized it was Father's Day.
since we broke up, i have always missed her no matter whose im with. i used to be so happy that we broke up but i guess not anymore when i see her with someone new, we have been broken up for more than 2 years but i still can't forget her. Can somebody tell me what's wrong with me ?
Is my hint not clear enough or you are just not into me? Are we talking or you just replying my text? Are we gonna talk again if I don’t start the conversation? Do I ever cross your mind?
My family that had been torn apart by sadness. My parents had lost my youngest sister to a tragic accident: drown in a river, and they were both struggling to cope with the loss. They found it difficult to talk about their feelings and to support one another through the grieving process. The older siblings were also struggling with their own sadness and guilt. They had always been protective of their younger sibling and felt responsible for what had happened. They found it hard to talk to their parents about their feelings as well, as they didn't want to burden them further. As time passed, my family began to drift apart. We stopped communicating and became distant from one another. We dealt with their sadness in our own way and didn't know how to come together as a family. It wasn't until we sought help from a grief counselor that things began to improve. The counselor helped them to open up about their feelings and to communicate with one another. They learned that it was okay to feel sad and that it was important to support one another through their grief. Slowly but surely, my family began to heal. We started to talk more openly about their feelings and to support one another through their sadness. We knew that they would never fully get over our loss, but we also knew that they could find happiness and joy in their memories of their loved one. My family was stronger for having gone through the sadness together. We learned that it was okay to lean on one another for support and that it was important to talk about their feelings. We knew that we would always miss their youngest child, but we also knew that they could find hope and happiness in the love we shared as a family.
ធ្លាប់ជួបមនុស្សដែលអ្នកតែងតែប្រាថ្នាអត់? យើងធ្លាប់តែស្រឡាញ់មនុស្សម្នាក់ហើយ ចូលចិត្តស្រឡាញ់ម្នាក់ហ្នឹងក្នុងរូបភាពនៃការស្រម៉ៃរបស់ខ្លួនឯង ដែលយើងហៅថា "Falling in love with the idea of the person"។ ប៉ុន្តែអ្នកធ្លាប់គិតអត់ថាមនុស្សដែលអ្នកសម្រម៉ៃក្នុងខួរក្បាលហ្នឹង អាចនឹងជាមនុស្សពិតប្រាកដក្នុងជីវិតពិត? សង្ឃឹមតិចណាស់មែនអត់? អ្នកក៏ធ្លាប់ស្រម៉ៃថា បើម្នាក់ហ្នឹងចេះសួរសុខទុក្ខយើងរាល់ថ្ងៃ បារម្ភ ផ្ដល់ក្ដីស្រឡាញ់ នាំយើងញ៉ាំអីដែលយើងចូលចិត្ត សួរនាំពីអ្វីគ្រប់យ៉ាងដែលយើងចង់បាន លើកទឹកចិត្តយើងរហូតក្នុងការងារ ឬអ្វីដែលយើងធ្វើ...មិនដឹងយើងស្រឡាញ់ម្នាក់ហ្នឹងប៉ុណ្ណាទេ។ ជឿអត់ថាការស្រម៉ៃមួយហ្នឹងក្លាយជាការពិត? មិនដឹងថាទេវតាទើបតែស្ដាប់ឮពាក្យបន់ស្រន់របស់ខ្ញុំឬយ៉ាងណាទេ ប៉ុន្តែខ្ញុំក៏បានជួបម្នាក់នោះ។ គេមិនមែនស្រឡាញ់តែខ្ញុំទេ គេយកចិត្តទុកដាក់ទាំងគ្រួសារខ្ញុំ គេល្អមករហូត ព្រោះមិនមែនជាសកម្មភាពដែលយើងធ្លាប់ឃើញមនុស្សប្រុសល្អដាក់យើងតែដំបូងទេ។ គេបន្តសកម្មភាពនោះច្រើនខែណាស់។ ពេលវេលាចេះតែដើរទៅមុខ ទង្វើរបស់គេមិនមែនខ្សោយទៅៗទេ ប៉ុន្តែគេកាន់តែល្អជាងមុន កាន់ធ្វើឲខ្ញុំមានអារម្មណ៍ថា ម្នាក់នេះខុសពីអ្នកដទៃ។ ខ្ញុំចាប់អារម្មណ៍ដឹងថាគេជា មនុស្សដែលខ្ញុំតែងតែប្រាថ្នា ជាមនុស្សដែលខ្ញុំហៅថា "idea of the person I love"។ ពេលដែលខ្ញុំដឹងហើយ ខ្ញុំបានផ្ដល់ឱកាសឲខ្លួនឯងបើកចិត្តទទួលយកគេ ព្រោះខ្ញុំមានអារម្មណ៍ថា ខ្ញុំនិងគេដូចជា 2 broken souls ជួបគ្នាចឹង។ ខ្ញុំគិតថាដល់ពេលដែលអាចសាកទៅជិតគេជាងនេះ ស្គាល់ពីគេជាងនេះ ទើបពួកយើងបានជួបគ្នានៅក្រៅ។ ការដែលជួបគ្នានៅក្រៅ គេក៏នៅតែល្អចឹង និយាយទៅដូច បានជួបការស្រម៉ៃខ្លួនឯងក្នុងជីវិតពិតចឹង។ តែអ្នកទាំងអស់គ្នាដឹងថាចម្លែកម៉េចអត់? អារម្មណ៍ខ្ញុំ!! គឺវា!! អត់មាន😞។ ឲនិយាយថាម៉េចទៅ?? ខ្ញុំប្រហែលជាអត់ស្រឡាញ់គេទេ!! ហើយអ្នកអានឆ្ងល់អត់ ថាម៉េចអត់ស្រឡាញ់បើល្អចឹងហើយ?? ខ្ញុំឆ្លើយអត់ចេញទេ។ គ្រាន់តែដឹងថាខ្ញុំបានប្រើពេលវេលា ព្យាយាមស្រឡាញ់គាត់ ព្រោះខ្ញុំដឹងក្នុងចិត្តថាគាត់ជាមនុស្សដ៏សែនល្អ ហើយខ្ញុំមិនដឹងពេលណាបានជួបមនុស្សល្អដូចគាត់ទៀតទេ។ ខ្ញុំចាប់ផ្ដើមកុហកខ្លួនឯង ថាប្រហែលជាមិនទាន់ស្រឡាញ់ ឬត្រូវការពេលបន្តិចទៀត...។ ប៉ុន្តែខ្ញុំអាត្មានិយមណាស់! បើអត់ស្រឡាញ់គេហើយ ម៉េចមិនប្រាប់គេ? ខ្ញុំអត់ទាន់ចង់បដិសេធព្រោះខ្ញុំចង់ស្រឡាញ់គេវិញដូចគ្នា។ អ្នកណាចង់បោះចោលមនុស្សល្អចឹង? មកដល់ពេលហ្នឹងទើបយល់ថាទេវតាឆ្លើយតបហ្នឹងការប្រាថ្នារបស់ខ្ញុំ ដោយឲខ្ញុំជួបមនុស្សក្នុងក្ដីស្រម៉ៃ ប៉ុន្តែខ្ញុំភ្លេចគិតថា ស្នេហាមិនមែនស្រឡាញ់តែម្ខាងទេ។ ខ្ញុំតែងសុំឲជួបមនុស្សដែលស្រឡាញ់ខ្ញុំ ប៉ុន្តែ ខ្ញុំមិនដែលធ្លាប់ប្រាថ្នាឲជួបមនុស្សដែលខ្លួនស្រឡាញ់ទេ។ យើងពិតជាមិនអាចព្រោះតែគេជាមនុស្សល្អ ត្រូវកុហកគេ និងកុហកខ្លួនឯងដើម្បីបោកប្រាស់ក្ដីស្រឡាញ់របស់គេទេ។ ចុងក្រោយគឺខ្ញុំសម្រេចចិត្ត និយាយការពិត ព្រោះទោះយូរប៉ុណ្ណាក៏មិនអាចឲចិត្តនេះស្រឡាញ់គេ ដូចដែលគេស្រឡាញ់ខ្ញុំដែរ។ ពួកយើងមាននិស្ស័យត្រឹមស្គាល់ បេះដូងគ្នា តែក៏មិនបានមានពេលវេលានៅក្បែរ ថែរក្សាយូរដែរ។ ខ្ញុំដឹងថាមនុស្សល្អមិនងាយរកបាន ប៉ុន្តែព្រោះតែអ្នកជាមនុស្សល្អ ខ្ញុំរឹតតែចង់ឲអ្នកជួបនឹងមនុស្សដែលអាចផ្ដល់ក្ដីស្រឡាញ់ឲអ្នកវិញដូចគ្នា។ និយាយដល់ចំណុចនេះទើបដឹងថា ក្ដីស្រឡាញ់គឺឋិតនៅលើយើងខ្លួនឯង វាអត់ឋិតនៅលើទង្វើរបស់ម្ខាងទៀតទេ ព្រោះមិនថាគេល្អយ៉ាងណា អាក្រក់យ៉ាងណា, បើស្រឡាញ់គឺស្រឡាញ់ បើអត់គឺអត់ហើយ។ រឿងនេះដូច តួឯកស្រី បដិសេធតួរងប្រុសចឹង។ អ្នកមើលឆ្ងល់ណាស់ម៉េចតួឯកស្រី មិនស្រឡាញ់តួរងប្រុសហ្នឹងចឹង ទាំងដែលតួរងប្រុសលះបង់គ្រប់យ៉ាង ហើយល្អគ្រប់10។ ពេលនេះខ្ញុំយល់អារម្មណ៍ហ្នឹងហើយ គ្រាន់តែរឿងខ្ញុំគ្មានតួឯកប្រុសទេ ហើយក៏មិនដឹងថា ថ្ងៃក្រោយតួឯកប្រុស ចេញមុខឲអ្នកទាំងអស់គ្នាអានឬក៏អត់ដែរ។ ដឹងត្រឹមថា I feel stupid for letting a good guy go, but at least I don't lie to anybody.
Remember there always pieces of you inside me , always . You the sweetest purest person i ever met you . I'm glad i having you as mine . I just need some space that i can fix everything for us and eps for you . Ask myself a question how can i can take care of you? how to make you feel safe in here ? I still want you . lovely around here without you . I still see your charming smile around me thanks babe take care good care of yourself love you
Idk if I’m right about this but according to Newton’s Third Law : “For every action, there is an equal and opposite reaction.” So every time i think you , you must have think of me too
I've told myself to move on and give up on you. I've tried my best to forget you, to ignore you and to not talking to you. 🥺🥺🥺 BUT - Can you tell me why I can't take my eyes off from you? - Why I can't let you go? - Why my heart is hurting all the time that I miss you? - Why you don't care about me even a bit? - Why why and why? All the questions keep appearing in my mind every late night that I can't sleep. I am about to feel depressed with this stupid one-side lover. I am about to lose my happy signature because of you. I sometimes ask myself that why do you become this importance to me until I almost lose myself. The answer is loving someone without reasons called as real LOVE that's why I can't find any solution to solve this matter. Anyway, now I feel so hard, I wish you can comfort me and going on with me 🥺
Since I broke up with my ex bf in March 2021, I never had any bf until now. Not because I didn’t fall in love with anyone else. It’s because I used to asked s1 abt feeling during I broke up. And the answer is “ death both side”xD. And yeah at the time he’s the only person that I chatted with, told him how’s my feelings, sometime cried while sending my voice to him. Then we haven’t chatted for awhile. Currently, And he just text me and get on with each again.